he/they (collectively) ☆ ele(s) ☆ 22yo ☆ eng/pt ☆ queer ☆ DID system ☆ disabled

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Joined December 2023
ok I managed to follow back most people who followed me in the last few days BUT I won't request to follow most priv accounts, only if there's enough info in the bio or smth for me to see and while I won't SB you, if you're from SH/EDtwt I won't follow back just to avoid getting+
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Libby retweeted
imagine minding ur business on a monday and then u get a text from me being like "sighhhh i wanna kms :(((" like i could never
people always say "just reach out for help if you need it!" but if I started texting the people i love saying i want to hurt myself i would just feel like an evil manipulative piece of shit
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the worst part of cptsd actually is that you will forever see the behaviors of your abuser in many other people, and while you may know these other people aren't bad, it still freaks you the fuck out even when you think you've moved on from it :)))
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having a dissociative disorder means that sometimes you will just entirely forget exactly what shit in your life is stressing you out but still feel the stress so then you feel bad about being stressed for "no reason" until you Remember
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U guys are so comfortable dehumanizing disabled people its disgusting
i'm sorry but how can u develop gender dysphoria like that-
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When a new alter appears
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how it feels being disabled and needing accommodations in regular situations
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be themselves without hiding and for us to talk about our experiences. but recently it has been so fucking bad I'd be breaking my own ""dni"" if I were to post about certain stuff, so instead I've been using other accounts 🤷‍♂️
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vent// sorry I haven't been active here. I'm very busy and the stress has made my relapse even worse. I'm not doing okay and that has obviously also made the whole system unstable and "shutdown" into the bunker in our brain, and the whole point of this account was for alters to+
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no it's fine i never wanted to experience any of the core childhood and teenage experiences anyway
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how it feels to forget words in your first language
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missing corny ”I can’t even draw a stick figure” lines like she’s my dead wife🤧
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all-timer
“i want to suck her strap” what about sucking her clit? you know. an actual part of her body?
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how it feels to be the rarest breed of chronically online neurodivergent child who somehow managed to avoid warrior cats, undertale AND homestuck
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Libby retweeted
this is how every social media feels like nowadays
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Rapid switching be like
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went to triage for therapy appointments at my university and got told "it won't take long" and I'm a "priority case"
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This is a reminder that ableism can lead to suicide. The societal messaging that disabled people get telling us that we're less than have a really, REALLY deep impact on us. He was also one of the first prominent actors to actually have a physical disability. RIP RJ.
'Breaking Bad' star RJ Mitte has died by suicide at 34, TMZ reports.
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