Hi Moh, I have been meaning to write this for a while now, and I think it is finally time to let go of the past and embrace peace. First of all, I want you to know that I forgive you. Yes, YOU😭 I forgive you for the tears, the disappointments, the unnecessary arguments, and all the times you made me question my sanity. I forgive you for the nights I spent overthinking, the times I typed long paragraphs explaining how I felt, only for you to reply with “I understand” like you were marking an assignment. I forgive you for the times you made me feel like I was asking for too much when all I wanted was the bare minimum I forgive you for every promise you made and forgot. I forgive you for every “I will change” that came with no software update. I forgive you for every “I'm not like other guys” that eventually turned out to be a marketing strategy 😭💔 I forgive you for the times you said you were busy when, apparently, your phone was still working perfectly well enough to view my status. I forgive you for the way you could be online for six hours straight but suddenly develop network issues whenever it was time to communicate with me. I forgive you for the mixed signals. Omo, you were giving me signals like NEPA. Light today, darkness tomorrow. Sometimes you would make me feel like the love of your life, and the next minute, I would be wondering if I was disturbing a married man. 😭😭 I forgive you for the unnecessary stress you brought into my life. I forgive you for the times I defended you in front of my friends, only for those same friends to look at me like I was a customer care representative for a company that had already gone bankrupt. 😂😂 And to my friends who kept telling me, “Leave him, he's not worth it,” I forgive you too for being right. It was very insensitive of you people to see the light before me. Allow a girl to suffer in peace next time. 😭😂 I forgive you for every time I ignored my intuition because I wanted to believe the best in you. I forgive myself too for all the times I saw red flags and started imagining how beautiful the flags would look if they were green. I forgive you for the heartbreak, the disappointment, and the emotional gymnastics. I forgive you for making me learn lessons I never registered for. I came into that relationship looking for love, and I left with experience, character development, and enough material to advise three generations. If heartbreak was a university course, I would have graduated with first-class honours and a scholarship for my master's degree. 😭 But honestly, Moh, I don't want to carry any bitterness in my heart anymore. Whatever happened between us has happened. We were two imperfect people trying to figure things out, and maybe things simply didn't work out the way we hoped they would. Anyways, if you can see this post, thunder fire you 🥺❤️ I forgive you, Moh. From the deepest part of my heart 🥹❤️