Lasso_V

Hey everyone, it’s been a while. I just wanted to share some thoughts about this year and what’s next for me. This year, I did get one win but honestly, it felt more like luck. After that, things went downhill for both the team and for me. I lost a lot of confidence, and when that happened, my play just kept getting worse. It’s been a really rough year, one I never want to go through again. I kept asking myself over and over… should I keep playing? Try coaching? Or even do something completely different? I thought about it a lot. But deep down, it just doesn’t feel right to step away like this. I still believe I can play well, and I want to prove that. I’m not ready to give up yet. That said, I know I need some time. I want to take care of my mental health and my body, and really think about what I want to do next year. If I do retire one day, I want to do it with a smile not with regret. I don’t know what next year will look like. Maybe I’ll still be a player, maybe a coach, maybe something else. But whatever it is, I’ll give it everything I have and show the best version of me. I’m sorry if I let you down this year. But I won’t give up. When the night is darkest, that’s when the light shines the brightest. Next year, I want to be that light. Thank you for supporting me! not just as a player, but as Impact the person. Whatever I end up doing, I want to make you proud. See you all next year🙂