I want a significant other, for wholesome and unwholesome reasons. That is all. Thank you for coming to my Dead-Talk. I'll show myself the floor.
So OSHA finally stopped investigating my workplace. I really thought they were going to send their death squads after me. Imagine having to talk to OSHA employees about safety. I just want to surf down machine belts in peace.
Work was so bad on Valentines that my date ended up being a free beer. I can't thank the brewery enough for that pick me up after work. Or to the Starbucks that kept me sane during. It's good to see people still have a heart to recognize what you have to go through for them.
Is it too much to ask for a fun sized (short) and cute wife that likes cosplay that I can be wholesome at times with, and absolutely unwholesome and manhandle at other times?
Second night I had to help step in to stop one of my coworkers from losing his job by ending someone while on the clock. Why do so many people want to lose their lives over stupid shit. I can't be there to save all of your dumb asses. Someone's going to eat shit at some point.
It's come to my realization that I'm so comfortable with computers that even when I got hacked/malware I just calmly made fun of the attempt and just undid everything he injected. I really need to finish up my CyberSecurity degree. I think I'm actually good at it.
Well, I got terminated from my job on the 9th of August. I knew it was coming to be fair, I even told my direct supervisors that upper management was targeting me since I got my concussion at work. Just building up my documents and medical records now.
Life's done some turning around. I'm excited to see the changes that will be taking place shortly. I'm planning to be more outgoing and social, in spite of it being relatively draining. I'll be setting up my streaming again shortly. Look forward to it.
You know, I really shouldn't be posting this on my account for streaming (Also my only account), but I'm tired. Tired of what? The answer is YES. I. AM. TIRED.
And as my current favorite song says, "I'm fifty shades of fucked up, going out of my mind."
"And it doesn't feel important if I'm dead, or I'm alive."
On that note, here's to waking up tommorow, because I always do. And as much as I want to be able to give up some days, I never will.
And as with all things, one day at a time, wish me luck.
I have been starving for a romantic relationship for so long that I'm starting to consider joining the military as an out just to distract myself. I see all of these posts by people joking about how they'd want a relationship to be a certain way. I just want someone who 1/2
Wants to play video games or tabletop together, doesn't care about what she wears around the house, and is cool with me being awkward as fuck and having like the highest fucking sex drive on the planet. Seems like every woman that would be close to this is lesbian though. 2/2
