🏳️🌈, 🇨🇦, model with Models International Management, 🎤, 🎬, cosplayer, event planner, manga ✍, 🎮, 🎶-lover, 🍣-eater. Pro-BLM, pro-choice, pro-love.
Kanata, Ontario
Joined December 2011
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📷 “Grew up in a small town And when the snow would fall down I’d just stare out my window Dreamin’ of what could be And if I end up happy I would pray (I’m) trying hard to reach out But when I tried to speak out Felt like no one could hear... tmblr.co/ZDdI1WcHwiTrau00
📷 “You don’t remember me but I remember you I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do… I believe in you I’ll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live, to... tmblr.co/ZDdI1WcHaiPECu00
So, I started the morning by putting my coffee grounds in my mug instead of in my coffee machine... I'm hoping it's not indicative of the kind of day today will be... – at Ottawa, Ontario
Not ready for the weekend to be over! (And by weekend, I mean the last 36 hours or so, because it's all the time I've had off in about the last 5 weeks...) – at Ottawa, Ontario
As a victim, the strangest things can bring on memories of trauma. I was trying 2 think of a way to use my yellow mustard up, since it's getting old, & remembered that my step-dad used 2 make a chip dip out of it when I was around 12 years old.. It was 1 of the only things he did – at Ottawa, Ontario
When darkness clouds my thinking, there are some things I usually do to keep my mental and emotional demons at bay; I force myself to do 1 thing a day that I know helps (for me, that's usually accomplishing a goal, like cleaning the kitchen, or completing a load of laundry). I – at Ottawa, Ontario
-and the kids r already fighting w each other & me. Son is mad because he woke up in his own bed after falling asleep in his sister's. Daughter spent an hour in the bathroom getting dressed (she's only 6, but going on 16, I swear...). Now they're fighting over son's bday gifts. – at Ottawa, Ontario
Me last night : "Tomorrow, I'm getting back on the horse!! I'll wake up on time, get downstairs and clean up the mess, do my workout, and start down that path again!"
Me this morning: (sleeps in for more than an hour)
Damn it.... – at Ottawa, Ontario
Day 14
The lack of updates on my part is mostly due to feeling stressed & depressed this past week. It's getting better. I didn't question my sense of being this week. Daughter dealt decently well w school. I'm finding myself again, & work went well today. Good way to end week 2. – at Ottawa, Ontario
Uhg.
Almost late because I didn't expect there to be almost an inch of ice on my windshield, and I couldn't find my scrapper.
Forgot my headphones at home.
Forgot my name badge at home. Batting a thousand so far.
At least I brought a lunch. – at Ottawa, Ontario
I live that my kids are becoming little geeks like me; my son's favourite movie right now is My Neighbor Totoro, and my daughter is currently humming Terra's Theme from Final Fantasy 6 while doing her schoolwork. 💖 – at Ottawa, Ontario
I'm doubting so much right now. I can't even bring myself 2 look at projected dates of anything b/c any time I look forward to something, it's changed or cancelled. I doubt my agency's motives in picking me up as a model. I doubt my decision to model again in the first place... – at Ottawa, Ontario
I'm super happy every is getting vaccinated. I'm rather diappappointed, however, that I, as an "essential" worker (Costco) & someone w a chronic health condition that is directly impacted by Covid (asthma), was not given priority over 40-50 year olds who can work from home. 😒 – at Ottawa, Ontario
You know when you fill a glass with water, and the water tension causes the liquid to fill higher than the glass? (Causing a meniscus?) And you know how just a tiny bit more water causes it all to overflow? That's how my brain feels lately when anyone asks me to do anything... – at Ottawa, Ontario
D'ya know how I can tell that I'm too stressed? I made my cars maintenance & tire change appointment a few days ago for Monday. Thought it was today, so went in & was told I was mistaken & that it's next Monday. I left & burst into tears as I drove out. That's how stressed I am. – at Ottawa, Ontario
Oh my goodness, #VirtualLearning Monday is CRAZY! My son is doing pretty well, and participating more than usual, which is great! However, daughter is FREAKING OUT over every little thing! And she's riling up her brother by "borrowing" his things to help her get through the day. – at Ottawa, Ontario