Jared Henderson

HAPPY MOTHERFUCKING BIRTHDAY, @MsSadieRae!!!!!

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<<c I was doing the right thing for the first time in my life.]

<<c disgusting even.. Somehow this is my version of not fucking up. Doing wrong.. Doing evil.. And now, finally I could say that >>c

<<c what I thought to be the right thing, I always fucked things up.. And now that I know what I’m doing is wrong and terrible, >>c

<<c I could do it. Everybody I’ve ever taken down before deserved it. …Strange how this all turned out. Back when I was doing >>c

<<c thing I want to do is maybe have to kill some man’s wife and kids.. But if it meant keeping the ones that used to be mine safe, >>c

<<c or a kidnapping soon. As I know all too well, in this life things have a way of spiraling and escalating quickly. The last >>c

<<c guns. I don’t think they’ll keep me doing this for too much longer, though. I wouldn’t be surprised if I was sent on a hit, >>c

<<c docks and moving them over to Spike Island. I don’t know -what- they’re moving, but it’s not hard to guess that it’s probably >>c

<<c would be consequences. At least for now the jobs have all been pretty easy. They keep me mostly picking up shipments at the >>c

<<c ever wants me to. Those are the only conditions. I do what I’m told, when I’m told, exactly how they want it done.. Or there >>c

<<c After I “died”, I was brought to my new home and my new life. I’m a grunt. An errand boy. I’m doing bitch work for who the hell >>c

<<c my “life” was over. I was gone in every sense of the word. That whole life was gone, and now I had a new one. In Cork, Ireland. >>c

<<c after her or the kids, as long as I did what they wanted. So.. My death was faked. A shooting at The Lair, and just like that, >>c

<<c a dead man either way, but at least this way, I could keep my family safe. I wouldn’t have to worry about any of them going >>c

<<c It was a no brainer, really. They wanted my life in return for the ones I took from them, and I gladly gave it over. I was >>c

<<c lay down and die; watch as they raped and murdered my wife and then eventually the kids.. Or I could pay off the debt I owed them. >>c

<<c maybe for once, I did the right thing and didn’t fuck up. When they finally came for me, I was given a choice to make. I could >>c