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the best part of having a little baby is seeing them discover the world from scratch. the tink tink tink of your spoon against a glass makes them laugh, because how delightful a sound! a canopy of leaves, beautiful as things are the first time you encounter them
such a precious moment
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A pink sky this morning and peacocks descending from the cedars for their breakfast.
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Loving difficult people is easier when you keep this truth in mind: You are also a difficult person to love. Stay humble and carry on.
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By sovereign grace, your Lord will place you in ten thousand little moments that are designed to take you beyond your character, wisdom and grace so that you'll seek the help and hope that can only be found in him. In a lifelong process of change, he is undoing you and rebuilding you again - exactly what each one of us needs!
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Kim Hayward retweeted
I hate this kind of selfishness. “We drifted apart.” Is one of the most childish, asinine reasons to break up a covenant and destroy your family. And make no mistake, this marks the destruction of a family. These kids will suffer because their parents didn’t have the courage to fight for their marriage and honor their vows.
My wife and I decided to get a divorce. There were no fights, just two adults who realised they drifted apart from each other. This is probably the hardest thing I had to go through. First of all, telling our girls...seeing them so sad was heartbreaking. But we are still a team as parents and will do everything for them! Also we have to sell our house, the house I wanted to live in forever and raise my kids in... Going back to a smaller appartment will be rough. I still have a lot of to handle, that's why I wasn't active here on X. I'm really grateful for all the people who reached out and asked where I was 🙏🏼 This women will always be a part of my life, she gifted me with two perfect daughters. I wish her all the best, great memories were made in those years! I'll be back soon. Thank you everyone 🙏🏼
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Kim Hayward retweeted
Galera, não me levem a mal, mas se vocês pegaram um livro emprestado com alguém há muito tempo e acham que a pessoa esqueceu, deixa eu te falar: ELAS NÃO ESQUECERAM.
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Me in my Me in my fall outfit fall outfit at 8am at 3pm
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Christianity is the only religion that passes the two tests of A. Having any evidence whatsoever and B. Not obviously being invented to give some guy a harem
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I don’t want to look at art that was generated. I don’t care if it is technically beautiful. I want to look at art that shakes me awake (EVEN A LITTLE) to the goodness of God and His love for creation. You need an image bearer for that. You need human thoughts and human eyes and human hands.
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Atheists love pointing to horrors like the Holocaust as proof God cannot exist. But before we ask why God didn't stop the Holocaust, let’s ask a smaller question: why didn't God stop Cain from killing Abel? If you want to put God on trial for human evil, start where evil actually erupts in Scripture. Before looking into Cain, the upstream question is simple: why would a good God even create beings who, left to themselves, are capable of monstrous cruelty? To create a creature capable of genuine moral beauty, that creature must possess the terrifying headroom to fall. You cannot create a being capable of authentic love and righteousness without giving that being the real power to refuse those things. A programmed machine is not loving anyone, it is merely executing code. The exact capacity that allows a man to lay down his life for a friend is the exact same capacity that allows him to pick up a stone and murder his brother. Evil is not a tangible substance God manufactured. It is the deliberate turning away of a creature's will from the source of life. So how does God actually deal with that first evil? He does not remain silent. Before a drop of blood is spilled, God confronts Cain directly: “sin is crouching at your door, and you must rule over it.” This is how God confronts human evil: He hardwires moral knowledge into conscience. Deliberate evil requires actively suppressing an internal alarm we already know is ringing. An atheist will still ask: why didn't God physically step in and stop the murder? What are you actually asking God to do? Paralyze Cain’s arm mid-swing? Turn the stone into air? Mechanically delete his ability to carry out the act? The moment God overrides physical consequences whenever our intentions turn dark, moral reality collapses into a cartoon. Human choices are stripped of all weight. More importantly, where should God draw that line? Murder? Theft? Slander? The quiet malice in our own minds? If God eliminated evil by force, He couldn't stop at Cain; He would have to eliminate all of us. People don't want God to abolish evil; they only want Him to abolish the evil of other people. Then look at Abel. Abel walked faithfully with God, yet he ended up dead in the dirt. To secular eyes, this looks like an embarrassing defeat. Did Almighty God fail to protect the man He endorsed? Only if you assume reality ends at the cemetery. Cain had the power to destroy Abel’s physical body, but he had zero power to destroy Abel. God did not lose His friend. Physical death is not terminal oblivion; it is the relocation of an eternal soul from one room of God's reality into another. Yet God never dismisses the murder. He tells Cain that Abel’s blood cries out to Him from the ground. Injustice is real, and the blood of the innocent demands an answer. Instead of answering with a lecture from the clouds, God stepped straight into the dirt of history Himself when humanity followed Cain. In Christ, God took on human flesh and became the target of that exact same human malice. He was falsely accused, betrayed, and executed on a Roman cross. God did not shield Himself from the violence of the world. He absorbed the absolute worst of it into His own body, and then broke the power of death by walking out of the grave on the third day. The Christian answer is not that God should turn us into robots to prevent every Cain. It is the assurance that while Cain is allowed to swing his stone on earth, he never gets the final verdict. Abel’s blood cried out from the soil for vindication, but Christ’s blood answers for eternity. God does not prevent evil by destroying our agency; He enters our suffering, shoulders our guilt, and redeems everything our violence tried to destroy.
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Kim Hayward retweeted
In order to create beauty, you must first see beauty. I sometimes find myself in these deep slumps of lacking. If I sit to write, nothing comes out, if I sit to create nothing worthy is made, if I sit to inspire, to pour out my soul, nothing is revealed. So today I went outside. I laid down. I felt the sweet hint of freshness in the soon to come winter breeze, and I looked up at the clouds. I wonder how many shades of blue, purple, yellow, pink I would need to create myself such a beautiful sky. Endless probably. and soon enough the same idea comes to my mind — in order to create beauty you must first see beauty. I will not go home and turn this beautiful sky into a realistic painting, I lack the talent, the ability, but much like a flower takes sunlight and turns it into a endless array of colors, we humans do the same. We take beauty from all around us and turn it into something else, into other beauty. A painter sees light and turns it into endless colors, shades, shapes. A musician hears the melody of nature, the song of the trees and he turns it into wonder. A writer lives out something and gives his soul into words. Nothing beautiful leaves us exactly as it found us. That is the wonderful mystery of beauty. I have walked away from that afternoon sky, the sun has set, but a piece of it still came home with me, a small piece of the endless blues, whites, grays. We walk away from the sky still carrying a piece of it with us, and one day, without ever even realizing, we place it into something of our own. And just like flowers, we turn sunlight into colors.
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Kim Hayward retweeted
we are truly blessed with the amount of ways to eat a potato
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Every day God gives us is another day in which we can choose faithfulness before regret has the chance to take root. We cannot rewrite yesterday, and we cannot control tomorrow, but we can obey God with the hours actually placed in our hands. “So teach us to number our days, that we may present to You a heart of wisdom” (Psalm 90:12). Many of the regrets people carry later in life were once small acts of obedience they kept postponing. The apology never made. The sin never confessed. The child we were too busy to listen to. The parent we assumed would always be there. The prayer life we intended to begin. The calling we kept pushing into another season. Scripture warns us, “You do not know what your life will be like tomorrow” (James 4:14). This is why Paul tells us to make “the most of your time, because the days are evil” (Ephesians 5:16). Redeeming time is deeper than productivity. It means living before God with enough seriousness to recognize that today carries responsibilities we may never receive another opportunity to fulfil. There are regrets we cannot prevent because life includes loss, weakness, and providences we never chose. Yet many others grow from delay, neglect, pride, cowardice, and known disobedience. Hebrews says, “Today if you hear His voice, do not harden your hearts” (Hebrews 3:15). God gives us today as the place where repentance, reconciliation, faithfulness, and love can actually happen. So we should stop living as though the important things can always be done later. If there is someone to forgive, forgive. If there is sin to forsake, forsake it. If there is truth to speak, speak it carefully. If there is someone to love, do not assume you will always have another chance. A wise life is built by taking today seriously before it becomes another yesterday we wish we had lived differently.
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Kim Hayward retweeted
get in loser we’re going to risk embarrassment in pursuit of human connection
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I used to think spiritual growth meant becoming stronger. The longer I follow Jesus, the more I realize it means becoming more dependent. More dependent on prayer. More dependent on Scripture. More dependent on other believers. More dependent on grace. I’m not trying to need Jesus less. I’m learning how much I need Him.
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Kim Hayward retweeted
hate when you read a book with such a fire concept but such a poor execution
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Kim Hayward retweeted
baked pumpkin spice cookies last night and sorry but life is better when you let yourself enjoy dumb little seasonal things
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BE SERIOUS
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