Hello everyone, Ryan here. Karis sadly passed away last night at around 7pm. Thank you for the messages of support, we really appreciate your thoughts. She goes to rest now, free from pain. I will always love you, my Page girl. Your Ryan

I am so thankful and grateful for the little things this week. More so, I am grateful for my husband. My fucking ride and die.

I married my best friend and this has been the worst week of any marriage. Ryan is doing everything he can to stay with me before I pass away, but at the same time wanting to be at peace away from watching me die.

We couldn’t have a first dance like any normal couple. So, this is it for us.

I was allowed one wish before I die. It was to swim again.

The only memories will have.

Ryan and we’re married in my parents house, on Sunday the 17th at 12:30pm. I was snake to walk from my bed to the conservatory with everyone crying snd applauding me as I made it down the aisle we created for the ceremony.

It’s not what I ever wanted or imagined, but you when you get told you only have a few days/weeks left to live. It’s all or nothing.

Ryan and I are getting married tomorrow.

Traveling in emergency ambulance transport from Chester to Kent so I can spend the rest of days there.

♥️

I’ve been given my diagnosis. I have stomach cancer.

I miss my fiancé. I miss my animals, I miss my house.

I’ve been in hospital for a week now.

You lot have got to fuck off with the Stranger Things spoilers.

Everyone’s with their families and loved ones today. Except me.