Love that he was cheating for months and lying to me. And next weekend we had a trip to San Diego for @deftones

The only thing that came out of my birthday was my sisters and I going to Reno to see @piercetheveil and myself going on stage. My friends forgot my birthday but I got to meet my idols…crazy how the band who saved me reminded me to keep going ❤️

My dad telling me never to date a military guy, me always hating military dudes…meets a car guy who is in the military and now we talk almost every single day🤦🏻‍♀️😂

My sisters are deadass making a sign for Thursday show for @piercetheveil bc it’s my birthday and they want to see their oldest sisters dream come true, to be on stage🥲 I didn’t think they loved me so much😭

The way I have to act different in front of old friends cause I feel the judgement🙃 I’m glad Im making friends with people who understand me and a guy who spends time with me❤️

I was gonna try asking this guy out and turns out he asked out the girl who bullied me for being emo and fat😂😂😂 Nevermind I’m good 😂

My sisters and I love @piercetheveil since I was 13 and they were 6/7…we got tickets for the Reno show the day after my 25 and I’m gonna cry. On top my mom is buying us VIP cause she knows we love PTV. Best day ever😭

I can’t believe my ex (also one of my best friends) is leaving to the coast guards and going in for rescue divers in the FUCKIN EAST COAST😭

Wait are people really still supporting destroy boys after the shit that went down in 2020 with Swmrs???

I somehow started to be friends with my ex’s friends band. They do t know I was the ex but let’s just say these guys fuckin hate my ex now 😂 oops but I’m now invited to their shows 😂

He wasn’t ready for a relationship but missed the feeling of having someone. It was really fucked up and I don’t care how many people defend him cause of his toxic bm I should have never been treated horribly at the end and thrown to the side cause of his stupid friends

If I didn’t have all these amazing friends in Monterey I know my break up would have been worst.

RAY PARK SAID HE WANTS TO SEE ME IN MY DARTH MAUL COSPLAY CAUSE ITS AMAZING😭and I have a signed picture where he wrote for julia😭😭

Maybe I should say fuck it and take my anti depressives again cause I was losing weight with those😂😂

I really don’t like this whole best friend living work/moving away. The only reason I keep coming to work is cause of him. That’s why I want to leave this job I can’t stand imagining I will see him

If I mail this interview next Friday, I’ll officially be an informal educator🥳🥳 I will finally be able to set up fun bilingual science programs/workshops🥳 informal education is the best education ever🥳

This guy has been trying to take me out and honestly I’ll do it just to start moving on. (He knows about my ex and my feelings but doesn’t care)