I never got the apology,
not the ‘I’m sorry I hurt you’ not the ‘you didn’t deserve that’
All that I got was silence.
And maybe that hurt even worse, bcs silence doesn’t close a door, it leaves it cracked just enough for your mind to wonder through.
I had to build my own closure
Out of broken sentences and questions that never got answers.
I’ve to forgive someone who never asked for it.
And that kind of healing doesn’t come quickly, it comes in pieces, it comes every time I choose peace instead of trying to understand why
