Imagine the highlight of your wrestling career being buying a ticket to a GCW show, getting drunk and coked up to a fight someone for an issue 4 years prior & that someone completely ruptured their dominant arm bicep 25 min prior giving you basically free reign to knock em out cold. But instead you miss every punch and then get mollywhomped by 8 people, you cry, beg for mercy as you’re getting goozled by a dude with a bum arm. Then you post the video for millions to see, & everyone calls you a loser and you get blackballed by the only companies willing to book you. If that was me, I would’ve ended it all. Go get help