JJ 🫐🦋

I had a nice vacation and didn’t count cals at all but we’re back and locked in 🤞 and horribly sick, hoping I don’t have pneumonia again 😜

BEACHFRONT HOTEL. HELLLOOOOOO

Mmmmmm thinking of the homemade sourdough bread sitting on my kitchen counter. Mmmmm

I’m so painfully average

This laxative is in fact blasting my ass currently. Send help.

Why am I seeing hitler porn on my tl

“Gentle laxative” NO. GIVE ME THE ASS BLASTER 9000.

I leave for Florida in 4 days and I AM NOT SKINNY ENOUGH 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

I’m actually gonna start feining does ANYONE know how to get vapes shipped to your house without having to sign for them 😭😭 ESPECIALLY When ur state BANNED THE SALE OF VAPES?????!!

GUESS WHOS OFFICIALLY UNDERWEIGHT AGAIN

Actually killing myself they banned like 90% of vapes in the state I get mine from. WHAT AM I GONNA DOOOO 😭😭😭😭

Money 💰 up ⬆️ Weight 🦴 down ⬇️ Locked in fr this time trust 🤞

Happiness is being able to scarf down a Big Mac and still be in a calorie deficit

Idk how much I gained when I recovered but I’m 1lb from being uw again

Lowkenuienly relapsing AGAIN 😜 I haven’t been active bc I was kind of recovering but I saw an old friend today and she was legit a twig and it triggered me so here we go again

Relapsing after trying to recover is the actual worst bc what do you mean I have to RE LOSE THIS WEIGHT AGAIN 💔💔

GUESS WHOS BACK

Okay yeah no I tried to soft launch a recovery and instead I had horrible nightmares for 4 nights in a row back to starving myself I guess ?? 😭😭