india✂︎

i'm terrified

there are so many things i'm interested in wowowow and not enough time or energy

time to eat my lettuce and read my silly book

we didn't leave on good terms but you're not a bad person and i wish the best for you

i'm such a cringy fuckwit

oh my god i'm going to be lonely for the rest of my life

it's so embarrassing to be to deliberately left on delivered by people who you thought cared about you

there's so much to read and so much art and nature to admire and so many movies and tv shows to watch but i want to sleep forever

i want to dissolve i don't want to exist non-existence sounds so nice

i just found the best artist ever eekeekeeekeeek

i want to stop being exhausted pleas go awway you're ruining my life

it all rings true in my mind what you told me

get out of my head