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[ for a few more moments , she lets the quiet set in . her senses remain rooted in the now , in raven's heartbeat , in her soft skin against her fingertips , in the rise and fall of her breath .
her perception , though , wanders to a future where things are different , where -
i know . and yet , you must endure it . for me , for us .
[ a kiss is pressed against whatever blue skin is closest to her mouth , a show of affection and gentle acknowledgement . ]
you are everything , raven . i will not lose sight of that .
raven , we have twisted our minds with telepathy before to avoid pain and responsibility . i will not do so again simply because i weary .
[ a mistake she still has to live with . one of the many decisions that has haunted her , and will haunt her , forever . ]
for any , it could come at any time . the future is not a static object , but a bullet in motion . influenced by winds and ripples you cannot see .
in short , your hesitance is wise .
death is often the first question . to circumvent it sometimes , yes , but other times .แฃ simply to know .
[ it certainly was . in fact , this gift was , in part , a provocation . a challenge for the redhead to step up her gift-giving game . and oh , does she hope that challenge is accepted . ]
fear , curiosity , morbidity , opportunity . the motives of simple people tend to vary . ironic , no .แฃ
[ somewhere else , in a completely different timezone , destiny rests in her bed , a satisfied little smile as she accepts the fact that , if all went to plan , natasha received her gift .
another string pulled , another success gained . ]
it is always too much , beloved . such is my burden . one that i trust only in myself , and in you .
[ moments like these , of talking with her , of being held close . these are the moments that make it worth it . small vulnerabilities that only get to exist for raven . ]