I once dated a black woman, we went on a date and got a little too drunk, after the staff kicked us out because I played Chumbawumba's Tubthumping on repeat 43 times in a row I left tree fiddy as a tip and took the girl home, we were about to have sex when she took off the wig and makeup and revealed himself to be the Bull, and said "Nigga, dis a robbery"

I'm logging off, and I'm probably not coming back. to the outsider or the normal person this probably seems like stupid, shitty drama. But I want you to understand how *my* brain works. I struggle to make friends and maintain relationships, I am 27 years old and still choke when my sister demands I tell her I love her, this has been a severe consequence of childhood trauma. so, when I say I just want to make friends? It's because I legitimately am alone all the time, I have skipped from friend group to friend group because with none of them have I ever truly fit, I don't know HOW to socialize properly, I don't know how to identify other people's likes and dislikes and how to speak to them, I cannot function, call this autism or neurodivergent or maybe I'm no better than those third world retards I'm constantly getting after. But the Howlers? despite how they might look to the outside eye they have been the best match and the only group of people I have felt comfortable with, despite being called slurs, despite that one other thing they did, I fucking love these guys, I truly would have done anything. I wanted more than anything to have a social circle, and because of a mistake I made, I am now another black sheep, I cannot come back and my pleas fall on deaf ears. So, yeah, I'm logging off. across @rhodesthehated, @HowlnTestikless, @HowlingDiver, it was fun guys, but I'm out.