Depression hits us all Different. When it's at my worst I post here to get it out of my head.
Joined January 2014
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You call me needy, obsessive, annoying. I feel unwanted, rejected, and unloved. Just showing me you still care would make a world of a difference, is that to much to ask of your partner?
I can't get your off my mind
I'm madly in love with you
Yet somehow you have forgotten
That I even exist.
When was the last time my feeling counted? I can't remember a time where they did. It doesn't matter anyway, nothing is going to change. I would ask how you sleep at night, but there is zero issue their. As I lay awake for another sleepless night, I ask myself, why do I even try?
What's the point in life,
When all you are is a disappointment
Maybe you will get your wish
And I'll be gone forever
I feel you pulling the knot undone
The rope between our hearts
Untying as I lose the taste of your lips
Only memories when I look back
And only pain when I look forward
Your action tell me you hate me
What's the point in even trying anymore
Life without you seems so pointless
Maybe it's my time to leave this world
I'm sorry my love annoys you.
I'm sorry I'm not who you want anymore.
I'm sorry I've become your burden.
I'm sorry I want your attention.
I'm sorry for everything.
It doesn't matter, I don't matter.
Building up anticipation
Today is your day
Wake up excited
Nothing... Forgotten
Hope is lost
Don't want a day again
Each day of silence proves that you no longer care
Each day of depression is one step closer
Enough steps and I will be at my final day
And not a soul would care that I am gone
Never thought I would feel so alone.
Depression floods your senses,
And you can drown in your thoughts.
You will be sorry when I'm gone at first,
In a year I will be forgotten as I am now.