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Shits frustrating when ur a visionary

Everyone got an ego no one really trying to build out here like ppl b selfish Lowkey with secret agendas

I needa get outta mass there’s no hospitality

U know being a nice person really isn’t hard idk wtf ppl got going on

this the chapter of new beginnings I feel it cause I’m over a lot of shit fr

Man I gotta stop fighting for the wrong shit and people

I can’t even say distractions cause if people rlly fucked with me I can make anything happen but when shit iffy and I’m fighting for you to see me then that’s when it becomes a distraction

The shit I’m focused on I could of been 10x more focused on it if I wasn’t looking for distractions

I My miss my mom I miss my kids everything els is just distractions from that . it’s my fault for trying so hard

Far as love I still love I’m still me but this shit is definitely taking a toll on me . Especially cause I don’t speak to no one about it I just let it rock

I’m tired everything ight I’m just tired when u rlly spending yrs trying to get somone to see you for you and they get side tracked with everyone els thoughts of you and treats u based off that judgement& not there own perception . Hurts

Nigga since my mother died it’s just been me out here my sisters moved out of state I lost my immediate connection to my mother . I stayed long trying to build my own family un learning and re learning as a man . U would think people would understand or get with the program

I’m dead not getting back with my ex and that’s on everything I love

Im honestly fed the fuck up but I won’t project

All this shit just b distractions I miss my kids

NIGGA I HAD TO MOTIVATE MYSELF WHEN I AINT HAVE NO HOPE