lily

i miss being someone’s best friend

Everything is beautiful and I don’t want to kiII myself

not really excited about the future

not all angels are in heaven for example im mostly here in my room

in my 37th healing era this year

They should invent a January that is nice to me

im the daughter who needs to live far away from here unfortunately

i used to be against the whole “right person wrong time” idea until i met the right person at the wrong time in my life sadly i guess it's true

feeling the lover girl inside me slowly dying like a delicate flower that hasn’t been watered in months

i should've taken more pictures when i had you i should've given you more kisses and hugs whenever i could

forever the girl who walked away chose peace got her life together and never looked back

don’t come back into my life fucking up my peace with your misery and insecurities just because you “miss me”

i need to reconnect with the ocean and the moon and the trees and every star in the sky about this

i don't know if it's a phase or if it's just my life

Sylvia Plath 1956

sometimes it's better to walk away from everything you ever wanted just to get everything you ever deserved

and suddenly its the last day of December and i can't really remember what made me cry that way in April like it's the end of the world