It's hard being here... for me to "believe" my body is anything but ugly/ unpleasant to look at when all I get bombarded with constantly is bodies that seem like the absolute highest standard of beauty all the time... to develop self confidence when all you see is what you're lacking in every department... I... I wish for someone to look at me and genuinely say "you are the prettiest girl I've ever seen" and that I could *actually* believe them... 😞