evie.

— I couldn’t believe this was happening. My mind didn’t want to. Sniffling again and letting out a deep breath, wiping my tears once again. I heard the door open and suddenly I tried to seem as though I had not been crying.

— again, pouring the hot water inside a mug only to spill a little on the counter. “Shit.” The word slipped from my lips as I turned my back from the stove reaching for a kitchen towel, the back to the stove to clean the spilled water upon the granite counter. —

— the kitchen. Tea. I needed tea and that is exactly what I had been making. The tea kettle whistles upon the flat stove top as I made my way over and removed it from the heat. My heart still raced as my mind was trying to wrap around what just happened. Sniffling once —

— grabbing ahold of the test only to throw it in the waist basket and make my way over to my robe hanging behind the bathroom door. Sniffling I wiped my tears with my hand and shook my head. Wrapping my robe around my bruises frame, I made my way down the stairs and into —

— within my body. I felt my heart racing as my mind worried of what would happen. I couldn’t just abort. No. That wasn’t me, but I was damn sure that the child would not bare @SeriousDeviant name in any way. Slowly I rose from the bathroom marbled floor. Slender digits —

Numb. My whole body was numb as my hands trembled. Tears rolling down my face, make up smearing. Bruises, scars, wounds and now this. I couldn’t bare the thought of carrying his child. Inhaling a breath was like the shattering glass within me cutting every vital organ —

— ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - sᴏʟᴏ.