Sometimes it's nice to just breathe.

it's almost like i cant breath

great panic attack again now I just want to die rn

Sometimes I just think about if I really died when would people find out or even care to find out.

It's hard to justify being here

Can I die yet

Just another day feeling like shit

Fuck everything

And back to the wanting to die phase

Ok I'm ready to die

Fuck I just want to drive my fist through my face and out a fucking wall

You know another year another holiday panic attack maybe I'll sleep sometime this century

And now I'm just mad

And now I can't breathe great

God I just want to beat myself up apparently I deserved it

Nope still hate my life sigh

God I've never felt more alone

I just want to scream

Aaaand now I can't sleep fuck this shit man

Fuck I just want to die