I have less than 8.5 years until I go disappear into the woods. My favorite color is blue and sometimes I am funny. 5/5 🥶♑️ Cap Sun, Leo Moon, Pisces Rising
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Threads is obviously not a dating app but it seems like people often use things that are not dating apps…well, as dating apps.
I’m heavy on the block because I feel like stringing people along is bad karma. I know I am just chatting to kill time and that’s WRONG.
My daughter is a March 2012 Dragon 🐉. She is born on the 2nd so girl friendships are and always have been a big deal.
I have spent most of the past decade getting to know 2011 Cats from her class.
Big mean girl energy.
Clothes on and hair brushed. Not really my thing many days, but I bees in the trap, naw whatta mayne
Full moon shenanigans:
Played a game with the kids:
Write a number down on a Post-It note and stick it to the other persons forehead.
1-100.
You ask certain questions to narrow it down to an age bracket, and then attempt to guess your answer.
We played three rounds — I guessed all of them correctly.
52, 81 and 9.
I love entertaining the littles with psychic wisdom.
Imagine inspiring awe and wonder in the youth?
What does a 32 life path do all day?
Well, if you were granted access to my phone and computer, you would find several projects ongoing, three books I am working on and a profound Grok and ChatGPT ongoing conversation.
But mainly, I am focusing on my children. It’s why I can’t produce much.
In about 3 years that will begin to ease up considerably.
There is this corny book called “Purpose Driven Life”, but the title is supreme.
Everything you do is done for a reason. Let that mantra become your identity and the problem resolves itself.
Sex involves reason and purpose. Horny doesn’t, and it will simply ceases to exist when you change your mindset of life.
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i wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you
My daughter took this photo of me while I was sleeping. No make up, no filter, just slumber.
It was as candid of a photo as it gets, so I thought I’d test it out. AI estimates me to be in my late teens to early 20’s. I’ll be 39 years old in about 9 weeks.
So many female influencers say eat this, drink that, do this, use that product etc.
But that is false. You do not age because of what you eat or drink or the activities you do (except maybe drugs and alcohol.)
Women bare the curse of Eve, and until that curse is broken, a woman will have no peace. People and entities will feed on her and it will show.
What is the curse of Eve? Most simply put, it is manipulation. I have the most unmanipulated existence you could imagine. I do not give nor receive. I live in general peace and am very unbothered internally and externally.
150 lbs. 5 pounds overweight. 64 pound lost in total.
twelve pounds down since September.
I think this is the point it starts to get more dramatic.
More work to do.
Maybe it’s the Capricorn in me.
But I have come to conclude that the phrase or belief of being on your death bed and “only wishing you had more time left” is a massive test to how you chose to live life.
I think when people say, “it went so fast” when their child turns 18, also says more about their parenting than a reflection of time itself.
I will not wish for more time when it is my time to go. I could die right fucking now.
And I didn’t “blink and miss it” with my children. I have felt every second of every day.