Hi, I'm Failish or Em, I stream a lot on the purple site 🟪 Twitch.tv/Failish 🟥 Youtube.com/@FailishTV 🎬 Tiktok.com/@FailishTV 🌍 failish.me/ ✉️ [email protected] (business enquiries only) 🤝Partners: @Crytek @Twitch @official_throne @GamerSupps

Please @EmbarkStudios make @ARCRaidersGame PVE a permanent thing, I will fit it into my weekly streaming rotation PLEEAASSSEEE 🙏

It's me and my apple muffin against the world right now (I'm in the hospital waiting on my lumbar puncture)

I just received Glass Heat-resistant Trendy Tumbler Drinkware Iced Coffee Mug - 4 Sizes - 650ml / glass by Cosy Realm from reapingghost07 via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/failish #Wishlist #throne

I just received Slice Black Dress - Black / S/M by MOEFLAVOR INTL from reapingghost07 via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/failish #Wishlist #throne

I just received Brocade Spiked Blouse | M from reapingghost07 via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/failish #Wishlist #throne

Thank you all for all the messages, both here and in DMs, I really appreciate it This was written in a panic after I just had a flood of spinal fluid come out of my nose again which hasn't happened in 1-2 years, I don't exactly remember It's a sign that my #IIH is not gone and my eyes and spinal system are still at risk for more damage, which sucks. Having a less than 1% chance to develop this and then being part of the even smaller group where weightloss doesn't help, sucks. A lot. I've made the calls to my doctor and neurologist to get me checked out but it will be a bit before they have space. It is what it is. I'm grateful I have an amazing man that helps to guide me through all this and friends and a community that understands if I need time, space or distractions I'll keep everyone posted about the important updates. In the meantime we're just going to pretend nothing is wrong. Drops soon. 24h stream. Gonna be fun 💕

My nose is leaking spinal fluid again. My head is hurting. I don't want to keep going through this. I don't want to go blind. Please.. I did everything the experts told me to do. I lost the weight. I lost twice the amount they told me to. I improved my health. Please I don't want to go blind..

In case you still wanted to see it. I'll do clown girl next week since I had to cancel today

F's in chat to my @rodemics arm that just tore itself from it's base. Stream canceled for today and probably also tomorrow while I look for a replacement.

Ever spent an hour getting ready just to absolutely hate your makeup and wanting to take it all off again or is that just me