𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑

kiss me, please kiss me, but kiss me out of desire, babe. not consolation.

i wasn't beautiful anymore. now i looked like what i was, a raw wound.

you bite, i bite back. i want you to eat me. i want to stick to the back of your throat.

i can feel it on my mouth. i can taste you on my fingers. i can hear you like the holy ghost.

push me down into the water like a sinner ⟋ hold me under and i'll never come up again ⟋ i'll just stay down.

some people survive chaos and that is how they grow. and some people thrive in chaos, because chaos is all they know.

in this space right here that we have made for each other, you can say anything and i will not abandon you. unwrap the worst things you have done. watch me hold them up to the light and not even flinch.

as i whisper in your ear ⟋ 'i want to fucking tear you apart.'

KISS THEIR MOUTH AND CUT OUT THEIR HEART.

she strangles for a good time and she kills my self control.

the need to consume, belong, be loved.

i would let you devour me.

the lambs have butchered and eaten themselves. they have brought knives to the table, carved themselves, and picked their own bones clean.

i don't want to beg. i know you can feel it, my longing, the aching my need for love. i don't want to beg. but oh, god — oh, god, please. please. love me. love me.

even if you slit my throat, i'd thank you for touching my skin.

'how do you love?' like a fist. like a knife.