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I am born to die .
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" head priest .. you work so hard .. you deserve another rotisserie. " I hear it.. as clear as day ..
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[ Truly tragic . Cold hands leave his own with a shudder, as if when pulling away he'd departed something precious. Something of himself. He'll return surely, back into his arms gentle only to him, but Oz's patron must be addressed.
( he trails after Oz for a second ; fingers brushing against his in an attempt to keep their hands joined before resigning back to his sides . As chosen , they were both endlessly busy - and there is never enough time in the world for each other . )
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After all, it was he who made him who he is. Steered on the good path of justice and the interwoven fate of his and his beloved's. ] Rest for now.. I will be with you in a short while.
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Surely the voice in my head is not up to any nefarious deeds
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[ There is a gentle smile on the arbiters lips. It's almost a rarity to see it. And though there is still some deep rooted doubt that nibbles at his mind, the comforting notion that he has someone to return to is enough. To speak their love into existence would
you're my - ( the words he could use feel too insignifigant . boyfriend ? lover ? they aren't married , so he couldn't call him by that word , of course - and it's much too soon , and - ) you're mine . i'll always be there when you need me . i'm only a whisper away .
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be akin to a prayer. To be his is to be home, where all is well. He leans in to rest a kiss upon his lips, hands slipping away from his. ] Go to our chambers, beloved.. I promise I will follow suit.
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[ He follows with no protest. Silently, his grip tightens as he's led outside. The sun shines just a little brighter, and the air feels cool. His mind is eased, even for just a moment. ] You are always here when I need you. I am .. grateful for that.
( beginning to subtly lead him away ; tugged along by their joined hands . ) take whatever time you need . i'll still be here , won't i ? ( his smile is an attempt at reassurance . he could not be around always , but he had no where else to be now - and no where
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[ In that. Ozimandias could agree. Rishon was, in simple terms, the half of him. Despite their rough beginnings, he's come to appreciate his company, and the kind words reserved only for him. He merely leans into the kiss, hand wrapped around his with a nod. ]
i've missed you as well . ( that , he can confidently say ; head tilted up to plant a kiss upon one's cheek . the absence of the other feels like a part of himself is missing - as dramatic as it is to think . )
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That would be nice .. yes .. [ turning back to the mess of books, he sighs. ] Before bed, I must pray to him, announce my arrival for tomorrow . But that can wait. I am glad to see you again.
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[ Even now, Rishon seemed to ease his mind, despite his own doubts as always . Perhaps he's right. Perhaps it's best if he asks his patron, though no doubt he would not be pleased with his own trespass. The temple was forbidden, he will apologize after he learns more. ]
. . ( he's sort of at a loss for words . Rishon hadn't ever known Oz as anything but an arbiter , so there were no answers he could give ; he was as much in the dark as the other . ) that's . . odd . perhaps you should seek your patron's words on it .
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Yes .. yes you're right . I shall.. forgive my mind.. I think I've also just missed you .
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[ There's some comfort in feeling his hand against him, but it does little to quell the thought. Had his lord not spoken word of him to his clergy? Surely not, he was after all a Mortarch - and Kelemvor's Arbiter. Arbiter . ] Now that I come to think of it, Rishon.
( to that , he'd had no ability to relate - as the direct spawn of Bhaal , he'd been plastered around everywhere . very few Bhaalists didn't know his visage , and none did not know the Dark Urge . ) . . ah . ( no words of comfort can be found ; one cold hand laying itself
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[ A single hand rests upon the underneath of his own chin. ] I can't seem to recall my childhood. Or my life before the clergy.
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[ Oz's worries seem to quell for a moment, now in the company of Rishon. He sighs. ] It sounds foolish. [ He tries to find the right words, worried that it'd come off as a childish tantrum. ]
( a frown . he's standing behind Oz now , tense - feeling a sting of rejection , despite none coming at all . to reach out feels incorrect , somehow . ) with what , pray tell ? history ? ( he'd glimpsed over the books as he passed them .
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I came across an older temple, around the first years of Kelemvor's ascension. There were.. pictures of the old mortarchs, but none of me. I thought I'd search myself in the records . [ he purses his lips. ] I can't find anything .
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[ He should chuckle, but his mind is still weary from the thought that spiraled from earlier. ] I know.. I know - [ He takes another book and opens it at the table. It's one of the older ones, covered in dust. It's a record book, perhaps one in which each member of the clergy
( he's slowly stepping around the mess he'd made ; pulling his cloak firmer over his shoulders as he does . ) it looks like you're doing spring cleaning . must i remind you it is well into autumn ? ( peering up at him . )
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has signed off on, at the very least, once. ] Forgive me - I've been.. distracted, since you've been gone .
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[ For a moment he looks around his surroundings, then back at him. It sets in soon enough, that the scene before him was unsightly. He looked almost mad. Taking a breath, he does his best to mask the rising anxiousness within. ] Forgive me. I've just been musing over things.
( standing there rather awkwardly . an odd feeling of unwelcomeness sits in his stomach somewhere . ) . . are you well ? ( an uneasy smile . )
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