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Master relaxing after his ride, it is a good footrest. @YerFursuitCrush xitter.cf/DubstepPup/status/1510…
So I had to file and cut my cage off. The CH41 0g chastity cage was amazing. But the PA pin slipped under one of the cage bars and became immoveable, had to use a metal file and strong cutting plyers. I might try this design again, but probably defunct for locktober now. 🥲
98 days now. I hope those celebrating #locktober are having a great start. I'll post a pic at day 100. My Master is making me absolutely feral at this point.
I had a euthanasia shift on Saturday. I "hold", I don't do the injections. I feel good helping animals pass. But we had a dog under ketamine+xylazine for 30 minutes.
I sat there and gave him pets the whole time, till the owner was done arguing with our behavior team.
Guess it's back to therapy. Last time was doing EMDR and having some good progress but my Master got mad at me for being sad a lot. He has been doing therapy himself, and said this time he won't snap at me for being a bit sad. Lots of trauma, want it processed, healthily. 😥
Doing better now mostly, just hurts a lot when those people appear in conversation or interaction.
Just want peace and it is hard to find when they are shoved down it throat daily.
Fuck you: chronic, jake, J, Morely, Ginga, Xaff.







