doctrabernathyisdead

Twitch and shudder and shut yourself in. You'll never make sense of this now

so, I deleted all those suicidal posts from the other night which no one saw. 🤔☠️ whatever. still pretty down.

actually so fucking grateful to be alive ! whew ! nice to feel this diametric opposition to those other feels .... whew

niki de saint phalle tho 🌹😍🤩

I seriously gotta get back to making the record enough of this holiday stuff. 😜

i have a deep and thick river of sadness flowing through me. yet equal amounts of love for others. and sometimes drive and sometimes an inquisitive nature. Sometimes thirsting for more. But now I'm on that sadness and hurt vibe. Hurting. Hurting. Direct correlation to love for u

weird "holiday" blues weird shit.

Now showing: The Toxification of Michael in 2017.

Maybe a life lesson? :: save self-pollution for when in the company of others ::

I had a dream where a coworker, one I least would have expected this from, yet still welcomed, nuzzled so sweetly against me as we waited in line for something with other coworkers. I was hurried. In a rush. But she so sweetly showed me affection. Affection I needed. I miss this

🔥s all day tho. miss you, my love.

we thoroughly enjoyed you, 2017. thank you, fellow loves, for being there with us. we're cooking up some v. good feels to share anew in 2018. can't wait. xxx doctor abernathy is dead xxx

Auto correct might be on to something -- " Merry Heistmas "

grateful 🙏🏻 for Terza Madre in 2017 🔥😍

its just a twisted way of saying- hey! come hang out! - fuck it. whatever. xoxo

if you invite people to stalk you. is it still considered stalking? I mean not inviting anyone specifically, but just putting it out there: "stalkers, are you up to the challenge?" and then they turn out strng - is it still stalking? - actually i know the answer - it's not ...tbc

Labels and labels. One that has been thrown around is emotional dysregulation. I love it. Good label. Ps. miso soup is one of my all time favourites. #importanttweetsthatmakealotofsense

I got big emotion, yo. This shit is a roller coaster. And I love it. Challenging, yes. Full on, yes. But exciting as fuck to be in my body.l and head. Working it all out. Garrrrrr feel like taking a big bite out of this world. Got like Adrenalin and caffeine going nuts RN

I've done some dark tweets. Time for some balance. Been feeling reel good and reel productive. Hanging with friends, new and not so new. Seeing guud music. Discovering new artists. Writing/drafting new songs. Pulling the next record together. I love all this! Sooo mushy. Mwah!

it was another one of those dark days. where i spend too much time contemplating a certain ending. thankfully i pulled through. decided to take the pressure off. do what i want. do what i need. turn off. switch off. i guess i made it through again. for better or worse (?)