@DefHuman1234

I just wanted to know you were okay. Never imagined I would go on to hurt you.

Joined August 2026
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Today I learned that even while blocked, you can see my posts if you choose to. I don’t think you’re looking. I don’t think you ever will. But just in case, these posts are all to you. Things I wish I could tell you. If I stop posting here…I’ve finally moved on.
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I may not dream of you anymore, but you’re still my very first thought when I wake up.
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Daisy Foster retweeted
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don’t tell me “there’s other fish in the sea” those fishes don’t do what my fish does, they don’t even look like my fish. my fish swims a little different, kinda sideways, a little autistic. i like that fish. i want that fish
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That sushi date we talked about on day 1 is taking reservations again. You probably already know that as you signed up to be notified of availability on day 2, even though they told you it’d be a couple months of a wait. Day 2 and you were planning on our future.
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I keep getting reminded because it’s still the best sushi restaurant near me. Knowing that you most likely got a call from them brings me comfort because for a brief moment, you would have been reminded of me. I don’t know if you ever think about me anymore.
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I’m not dreaming of you near as much as I used to, or if I am, I’m not noticing or remembering. I don’t like it. I miss dreaming of you.
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Final activity for the weekend: church. I’ve only been back a couple times since we broke up. Memories of you there, just like everywhere. The first 2 times, people asked where you were, so that was harder than I anticipated. Price of you making friends everywhere I guess.
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I realized something this morning, though. The reason why I don’t have the energy to go anywhere or talk to anyone all weekend is because I’m emotionally exhausted from pretending I’m okay all week. I have to act like I’m fine so I can live my life. Weekends I get a break.
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I don’t have to pretend. I don’t have to convince anyone, or myself, that I’m fine. I can just be sad. Sometimes I need that. Everything is just a lot right now. I miss you a lot. I wish you were with me. I wish I knew how you were doing. If you ever think of me.
I survived today. Even enjoyed myself. But missed you constantly. Today I did an activity that you really wanted to do together. You’d mentioned it a few times and it was on our “date ideas” list. I couldn’t help but notice how you weren’t there for it. I wished you were.
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I also started planning my next vacation, and I’m actually excited about it. I’ve tried planning several since we broke up but couldn’t go through with them because the thought of going without you just made me too sad. I still wish it was with you, but I need to move on.
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Part of moving on is doing things that used to bring me so much joy. Vacations are one of those things. Basically, I have a lot to discuss in therapy this week. I hope you’re doing well. I still miss you. Still love you. Still beg the universe to bring you back.
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3 months since you left me and I miss you just as much, or more, today as I did the day you left. I realized something today, though. While there are still so many questions I want to ask and things I want to say, none of it would give me any more closure than I already have.
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I don’t want to talk to you one more time for closure. I want you back. So for that, you’re right to not agree to talk to me again. There’s no conversation that would make me feel better unless we can try again. I hate not having you in my life. I wish we could be friends.
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I have a super busy weekend ahead of me and I hate it for a few reasons but mainly because it’ll all be things I wish you could be doing with me. Meeting more of my friends that I really wanted you to meet. Another birthday party with family. Church. Fall weather.
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All things I used to enjoy and it never bothered me that I was single. It’s still not “being single” that’s the problem. It’s just YOU that’s missing. I want you. I miss you. I love you.
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I spent way too much time trying to figure out if you deleted your account here. I know you blocked me and made your account private over a month ago, but your account was harder to find today. Still found it. Still can’t see what you’re posting (obviously).
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But after way too much research…the most logical explanation is that you’re shadow banned, since the account still exists but is hard to find. Makes sense. I can imagine you’d be posting all kinds of things the algorithm doesn’t like now that your account is private.
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Daisy Foster retweeted
Sangeet@sangaldooOct 16
Lowkey being single in October is worse than being single on Valentine’s Day
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