From my 10 years of personal experience in Thai BL, one thing I'd genuinely recommend if you want to keep yourself from getting too attached to your fav CP is to explore other couples too. It gives you a chance to see all kinds of chemistry and dynamics, and honestly, it'll humble you real fast. Because once you step outside your little echo chamber, you'll realise that a lot of the things you think are so special and exclusive to your ship actually happen with other couples too. Those magical little moments you hold on to, the ones that make you go "No way they're just friends. Friends don't do that" Well, you'll see it's pretty normal in every CPs. However, you can't apply that logic to my fav tho, Because in my 10 years of following BL couples, I've genuinely never seen another pair move the way these two do. The things they do aren't even typical BL couple behaviour anymore. And I know they will announce their marriage soon.😌