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If only it were as simple as that! No comment means guilty to a lot of people, but it isn't a done deal!! #thismancriesblog thismancries.wordpress.com/2…
The road is long, but hopefully we are getting closer to a decision from the CPS!
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First blog in a while - I needed some time to sort my shit out. thismancries.wordpress.com/2…
It was just over a year ago that I faced in to my mental health challenges after trying to bury them for over 20 years. The impact of being abused as a child has caused so much pain and still is now!! I just want it to be over
So I haven’t told anyone this but I cut myself again last week. I did it on my leg this time rather than my arm to try and hide it. It felt great for all of 5 seconds and then the shame and guilt and embarrassment kicked in
It’s funny how you can have someone so close one minute, but so far away in an instant. The hurt is unbearable.
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This has taken forever to write, but eventually I found that there was no need to remind myself of what I went through, but it was more important to focus on how to move forward #thismancriesblog thismancries.wordpress.com/2…
It's been a while and this post my seem a little random, but I am hoping it will help me kickstart writing again. #thismancriesblog thismancries.wordpress.com/2…
I am devastated! I just don’t know where to turn. I’ve pretended for the last few weeks that everything is alright, but it’s far from it. I don’t know if I can do it any more 😔
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I’ve been honest with my wife the last few days about self harming. After initial upset she was really understanding, even looking at my arms to make sure they’re not infected. It just leaves me full of shame. She’s gone to bed now but knowing I will be self harming 😔
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I just can’t shake the feeling of wanting to hurt myself. Making cuts on my arm diverts the pain, but I am just left feeling shameful. I don’t want to do it but I just don’t know how to stop 😔
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I’m really struggling at the minute. I feel like bursting in to tears constantly. The urge to self harm is there all the time. I gave in again to those demons last night and cut myself. All day I’ve been ashamed of myself and have hidden it instead 😔
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It's been a while and it has been a dark place recently. I just keep hanging on to the hope that it might get better one day #thismancriesblog #depression #mentalhealth thismancries.wordpress.com/2…