Here’s my 45 minute unrehearsed unscripted & unhinged stand-up special called: “The night I called the Samaritans” I’ve filmed this for world suicide prevention day. If you’re struggling with your mental health for substance abuse or you know anyone that is, this will definitely feel relatable & it’s definitely worth a watch. May give you hope. It’s proof if you can turn your own darkest moments into something that can help others, and somthing you might even laugh at one day! #WorldSuicidePreventionDay youtu.be/KERwTSKFOMc?is=xXaR…

Apparently I’ve relapsed & I’m doing shows off my nut. I’m not letting anyone dictate how people perceive me anymore, especially when they’re trying to paint me as some kind of fraud and liar. If I relapse, you’ll know about it because I’ll tell you, I’ve got nothing to be ashamed about. I’ve been arguing with this guy in DM’s he admitted his friends just suggested to him I might be off my nut and if he’s wrong, he’s sorry, I gave him the opportunity to delete his tweet as I diddnt want to waste my day posting this but he won’t. Pure Clout Chasing.. The internet is filled full of people trying to just destroy others. I ain’t having it.

British people when the sun comes out. It’s almost like we’re not in England anymore!

I have a huge announcement people, tomorrow marks the two-year anniversary of “Men And Their Emotions” my FB group with 46,000 lads in it and Im finally thrilled to finally announcing that we are now officially a registered charity! You can get involved and support this amazing movement below by donating to my sky dive TODAY im jumping from 15,000 feet to launch it 😬 🙏 gofund.me/8f7b291f

Baby Sage here, two weeks old, as I sit and watch her I can’t help but think she is a little miracle baby, the baby that almost never was. 585 days ago I was sat on on a blow up bed in my grandma’s & grandads empty house (it was sold, after they died, empty of all belongings, waiting to exchange) defeated, broken, crying, I’d lost the Mrs & Kids, looking at life alone & at the same time & realising I’d completely lost control of alcohol & drugs. I’d failed at sobriety already, I hated the idea, my life was falling apart & the thought of not being able to the very thing that was destroying was hurting me as much as losing my family, insanity. Thats addiction. Like so many I grew up living for the weekend and with drink every weekend more often than not came drugs, I never thought anything of it just thought it was our generation, our culture. When my career fell apart and I lost everything the only thing I really I thought that I enjoyed was drinking, I started to do it on my own, then, the same with the drugs, till it really gripped me when my father died & it just became my way to cope with & escape life. I never thought I had a problem because I could have a few days off in between sessions, so I thought I wasn’t an addict. An addict sat on a park bench drinking vodka, my addiction told me. Now I know it’s not the frequency of your drink & drug use that makes you an addict it’s what happens when you use, & once I started I couldn’t stop till I was obliterated, I became selfish & picked it over being home & being a husband & father. My point is, if it’s habit, if it’s ingrained its self into your whole life, if you can’t just have a few, if your losing the people you love & works being effected & your mental health is in a bad way, you can change it all. You don’t have to accept your life is what it is, you don’t have to accept defeat, but you will have to accept its hard work everyday, but you can choose a better way, this baby in my arms is proof, there is two ways this can go for you & one of those ways will lead you back to happiness. #addiction #sober #sobriety #addict #MentalHealth

Been some journey mate, you’ve seen me at my worse, glad you was here to see me at my best x