This is the only time I feel alive.
They days fly by with Abby moving right along. She types and scribbles her thoughts and mind exercises. She’s near a large window with a nice floor. The sun rays dance by her toes. She smiles…
Abby guesses which green sprouts are the ones she planted and which ones are weeds. The wait for any sign of growth is going well so far. She just has to show Ocean how important it is to water the…
Hail pulls out a book he’s been reading and informs Abby what page he’s on. The room is brightly lit from sunshine coming in the windows. There’s a strange sour smell from somethi…
Abby zips up her pants and buttons her shirt with enough time to spray her hair down and smother it in hair mayo. The olive oil kind. She’s thinks one more time about laying down on the couch…
“See the way the sky kisses earth only in a distance? See the way the stars reside out of reach?” “See the way that the tree roots go mile deep? The way cotton candy tastes sweet …
The sky opens up and pours pours pours. Is it rain? Is it love or peace or something else squishy. Abby is in a good place. Today is a good place. Life is a good life. She feels the joy and peace f…
Abby synchs with his breathing. He gives her arm a firm squeeze and releases. “What do you think about when you wonder where God came from?” Abby stares at the wall. ” I just thin…
Abby pulls Hail to the living room and lays her head on his lap, “So, which one was your favorite?” She’s facing away from him with her curls wild and free. “Blueberry pie,&…
Abby keeps her head above the waves. It’s the eyes, no, it’s the vision. Let the rain and sea do their thing but Abby’s mind on goodness as much as possible, is the way to goes. S…
oIn the brain that Abby loves is the questions to all her answers. She doesn’t know it yet and Hail doesn’t know it either. It goes both ways. All the questions to his answers are in he…
Hail’s wrapping up the cord to his computer and looking around for a pen. He shoves the cord in and grabs the pen he found and shoves that in too. All the girls are laying around. The house i…
There’s a bag of chips on the coffee table and a soda cup ring near the edge. Abby thought about eating chips and binge watching her favorite show but she decided she’d rather read and …
The wind howls outside the window. A spotted owl spies dinner on the lawn and Abby wipes a tear from her eye. Hail is sleeping in Ocean’s bed and Ocean is sleeping in Hail’s bed. Abby&#…
Hail breaks the boxes down. Abby rubs her belly and prays for her womb. Light fills her lower tum tum and slowly spreads across the room. She’s grateful for the womb she has. Her family is he…
Hail walks in to the kitchen filled with new item. “Oh wow! Where all this come from?” Abby’s bent over digging the in the box. “I’m not sure who sent them, I’m …
Abby opens the door to find packages. She reads the label. They are for her! Surprise packages are always delightful!! She lugs them into the house in one go. The top one is filled with snack foods…
She downs the water and smiles as she shoots it into the trash bin and makes it!! She looks in the cabinets for quick health foods. There’s plenty of options. She opts out and goes for her wr…
The mountains collect hikers a rain that turn to springs. Up north they hike to the face of God but around these parts the go to see birds and trees and antlers. Cultures are different. No reason t…
Loose change falls from Hail’s back pocket. He decides to put it in the donation bin for children who are sick in the hospital. He walks away with a thought that he can’t quite grasp. M…
The wind whistles through the trees. Few shake from it. The anger from the other side of the world bangs but returns to peace shortly after the rage. We don’t feel much of it. I’m not s…
