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ᴋɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴜꜱᴛ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏᴅ, ᴛᴏᴏ. ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʜɪꜱ ɪᴍᴀɢᴇ?

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Joined January 2022
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tell me how we will murder each other at the end of this affair, how love is killed because we were too raw, because we loved too bloody.
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⠀ ⠀ 𖬺. ⠀ ⠀ you're ⠀ ⠀ one ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘶𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘯 ⠀ ⠀ 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘱 ⠀ ⠀away. ⠀ ⠀ there ⠀ ⠀ won't⠀ ⠀ be⠀ ⠀ much ⠀ ⠀ left ⠀ ⠀ to ⠀ ⠀ 𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘻𝘦, ⠀ ⠀ the ⠀ ⠀ rate⠀ ⠀you're⠀ ⠀going⠀ ...
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i made my bed, i'll die in it
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I let you know me
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There isn't a need for you to limit or shrink yourself, Will. The ability to openly speak to someone regarding what you feel can offer the mind the ability to off-load itself. I care for you, Will. Please allow me to continue doing as such.
I'll try to remember that the next time I'm lying awake. I'm not used to calling someone just because I'm having a hard time. Usually, I wait until it passes or find something else to occupy myself with. But I appreciate it, Hannibal. More than I'm probably going to tell you.
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Then do you stay alongside of him out of dedication, or due to the comforts that familiarity offer you?
Louis is a narcissist. Sometimes I believe he doesn’t see me as an individual. Or care to know me as I am. My feelings are not his priority, and they never were. That much is clear by our precursor conversation I referenced.
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Mm, that does change things. Have you both considered marriage counseling? Someone unbiased to usher the both of you into mutual ground for emotions, desires, and feelings to be shared?
I fear that is not an option. That would create many more problems than it would solve. I cannot kill my husband. I would be alone. I do not want to be alone.
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Kill those of whom were expecting you to preform. As they want nothing but what you can do for them without reciprocation.
I did just that. My expressions were ignored. I was still expected to perform.
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Demonstrate something different, give yourself the time to achieve the feeling you are looking to express.
How does one demonstrate desire when one does not feel particularly desirable?
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He pauses a moment, thinking .. pondering how to be forthcoming in such an admission. "I utilize them to create art, physical art. Art you can touch, view .. often consume. To rid society of something so .. mundane or .. vile, to give them another, more profound, purpose."
He stares — “people suit.” he feels…understood. maybe that helps a little. meeting people like him, who understood him. “how do you…balance the scales?”
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"You stated that you "balance the scales", perhaps there are many that often do the same, yet they put on a strict people suit in order to carry on daily life, and contribute to society."
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"It would be hypocritical of me if I said I did."
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"You have your own dedicated following as well— Bullseye. Rather catching."
“Maybe I don’t need it. I’m doing fine. I’m…balancing the scales…I’m putting things right.”
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"Or you yourself may not desire help. Which is entirely appropriate."
“Maybe you can’t help me. That could be the answer.”
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... "How can I better help you, Benjamin? It's clear you have an agenda that I am not privy to. How can I be of better support to you?"
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he offers a partial look of sympathy, his palm extending to gently set against her shoulder. "you're always welcome here. when the world feels as though it's too much. granted, I might not always tell you what you want to hear. but I will always tell you what you need to hear."
that thought infuriates her, but it's only seen through how her hands ball into fists. she didn't ask for this -- didn't want to be subjected to this fear until she dies. "i know," she grits out. "but it's not fair." like that matters at all. she forces herself to take a &&
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He sighs, "Are you at least making use of the exercises we've gone over?"
he huffs — “it doesn’t matter. I’m not taking medication again.”
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