whenever it all gets too much for me i go back to this open.spotify.com/track/3PYFS…

that sums it up well

hiiiiiii o/ am holding up well ehe! hbu!!!!!

i feel this image sm lilly

hope he been well

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i miss...........

hey hi hello there everyone i am here after drowning in shame after asking for help again haha had a bit of a crash out, nothing too crazy just a panick attack here and a meltdown there, you know, the usual! how yall doing? hows things? did we spot bossman anywhere?

life is real funny my dudes

heres my kofi again thank you all yet again for supporting me and helping with all of this I'll bring actual pictures later rts appreciated as always ko-fi.com/ragdollcatmary

also my boss asked me if I would go to work the day after the fire like 🧍 the fuck?

I'm getting even more than before the more i discover lmao shsjs thank you to all that shared and donated so far, this is being a very difficult road so far and I'm so fucking lost

they stole all the fucking electrical wiring that was working so now the house doesn't have energy AT ALL plus all the other stuff they took the fire affected the piping system and melted the two water tanks my house had so we ALSO don't have any water

we cleaned all the rubble and burned wood that we could. homeless people broke into my house 4 times so far even tho we locked everywhere and put on boards to prevent that from happening

An update on all of this crazy ass shit thats happening to me

good news!!! the main structure wasn't affected the plaster (idk if this word is correct) will have to be removed and replaced the entire roof was condemned and its about to give in well be able to clean it up and a bit and see where we go for there