- The words we don't say The fuck yous and love yous They never quite seem to escape - { The Pitt | #RP | Writer is 25+ }
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"But I am, I'm so very sorry." She mutters as she sighs. Only to be frozen when she hears his next words. She's absolutely baffled as he admits he wants to kiss her desperately.
Just those words make her frown. She wants to tell him he shouldn't, he should find someone else.
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She's an absolute mess and she doesn't think it's fair to expect him to wait for her to be alright.
But she can't deny the way his admission makes her heartbeat speed up, the way it makes her cheeks flush.
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"No, no it's fine. You didn't overstep." She's quick to assure him. She wants to reach out and take his hand but she freezes midway to taking his hand. She's ruined the moment, ruined whatever it was they were sharing in. And now with the bubble broken they're just standing
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"Oh I can't, I have things to tend to I'm afraid. But send me your order and I'll get your stuff arranged. Or I'll send you the money. Your dinner's on me tonight." She smiles before saluting and heading off to her next patient.
Though her mind is elsewhere, thinking about
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Lillie lets out a soft laugh as he mentions being brave for the both of them and she's not sure what to say. She wants to agree so much, she wants to lean up and kiss him. It feels so selfish though. She's a mess, she's barely being held together by his company and her work.
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Rusty or not, she's always been very singularly focused on work, school and her family. She's never taken the time or wanted to take the time to focus on relationships like that. Not to mention she's become anxious by nature when it comes to romance.
The way his knuckle
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brushes against her cheek and the way he's glancing at her lips makes her heart beat like it's trying to burst out of her chest and it makes her freeze.
Unsure whether she's ready to lean in and kiss him.. even if it's all she wants. She doesn't want to overstep though
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"Still have more practice than I do." She points out as she smiles up at him. It's something she's worried about plenty, not having any practice in dating and relationships.
Especially compared to him, having been married and lost someone like that already..
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She snorts softly as she shakes her head. "I don't know, it feels like the moment to say something." She admits as she holds his hand softly. Her heart seeming to calm a little as she holds on to him.
"I guess we're both terrible at this then." She points out as she smiles
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She watches as he reaches out only to pull back again and it makes her heart break, as she slowly holds out her hand to his. She wants this to be real, to be something.
"I don't know what to say." That seems to be a theme when she's around him. She just wants to be happy...
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"Look, Ma'am, there's no Henry at PTMC, not in the emergency department anyways. I'm sorry I can't help you."
She catches [the reader's] eye, can you please tell this woman there's no Henry here, I've been telling her."
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|| Open starter for Halloween event]
"Look, Ma'am, there's no Henry at PTMC, not in the emergency department anyways. I'm sorry I can't help you."
She catches [the reader's] eye, can you please tell this woman there's no Henry here, I've been telling her."
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