mind you it’s public knowledge I left him because he is ABUSIVE. he tried to stab me twice during one of his episodes while im holding my child literally pleading with him and tried to run my car off the highway while he was drunk driving following behind the car. So many times he’s blacked out and took it out on me. The police have been involved numerous times. I tried for THREE years. You don’t want help! You stopped going to AA and you are unmedicated. genuinely it’s so sad you don’t want to change and are willing to drink your life away. You been on a two day binge losing your mind and he’s only doing this because he has no access to me so of course he’s gonna take it to the internet. Even with a mediator on top of that. The person I fell in love with is no longer here and it’s sad because you never valued me when it mattered. I hope you heal and better yourself because unlike you I don’t have a hating bone in my body to the point I would wish cancer on someone. Get help God bless you