Chic In Chanel

People think I'm fine now and I just don't want to let them down

Feeling average is unbearable

The more I look at randoms on Instagram the more I think wow I fucking suck lol

Need to get on this more, my bad fam.

"Humble with a hint of Kanye" -my autobiography

I'm too competitive to care about anything but being the best

I wish going to bed hungry AF wasn't so difficult

Life is good besides the fact that I need to lose like 10 pounds

My legs are gross my legs are gross my legs are gross my legs are gross

I secretly compete with girls on my personal lol.. Particularly my boyfriends ex's.

I've wanted to tweet 18638166191 negative things but I think I would crash the Twitter app with depression

Can I just skip this chapter

I'm pretty sure my last relationship gave me PTSD 😅

I'm on my way back up.

The anxiety, the panic. All coming back. I can literally feel the fat on me. Every single moment.

Best thing about restricting is I get drunk wayyyy faster hahaha

I miss that empty feeling way too much.

I need to stop failing at life aka lose weight asap

If you didn't put at least a couple weeks worth of planning into your NYE outfit, you're doing it wrong.

I've been to drunk or too busy to be on this lately. Mostly drunk though.