Hey, I have ADHD. Messages are REALLY hard for me sometimes. Don't assume that by me not initiating conversation that I hate you or am trying to ghost you. I just straight up forget messages exist sometimes. To quote my doctor about it: "If it's not right in front of you, it might as well never have even existed in the first place." I still like hearing from you, you're still my friend, I still care deeply for you; but I need a few pokes from time to time to remind me that I need to message people.