Nvm, all Glory to the TLM, the fruits of the Norvus Ordo are on display here. Absolutely disgusting statement

While I hate not having the answer or the “Fix” to everything, I will give it up to God and follow along this path he continues to show me. I weep at my shortcomings, i ask him why me? Why not anyone else in my family? i do so much worse than them. I will never know that answer as that’s forever going to be a mystery to me. Why do i seek his love? Why does he give me it? Ive most certainly shown that i don’t value it, yet my heart still moves and he speaks to me in a way i cannot express most of the time. When in Adoration i heard him say “Come to me here always my child” yet i rarely ever go now, I wish to go more often, to become a Saint. Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, work through my heart, cleanse my faults, console me through my hatred of self, when everything feels empty you’ve spoken to me time and time again, and i continue to ask myself WHY? Whatever do you have in store for someone as terrible as me? I cannot express my sorrow in my acts against you, my lack of respect for you, my lack of charity for myself, I’ve cut myself out of Hatred, yet you still try to console me and i will never be able to truly express my gratitude to you Lord. I hope one day perhaps i learn the “Why?” Or “What?” To the plethora of questions and thoughts I Have. May the Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on us all.

Sorry everyone

Pray for his soul

If your pastors and elders told you the same thing you’d agree with them. We listen to what our Church teaches on morality, just as you do. In the last few weeks you’ve either reposted or made posts trying to dog on the Catholic Faith, is that really something that’s fruitful?

Please Pray for my Bosses Daughter Gracie, Gracies Friend and the Friends Mom, they got into a terrible car accident last night and are all in a trauma unit as of right now

One of the best decisions i made in my life. God willing, we will be together for the rest of our lives and hopefully become saints ourselves and raise saints as well

As of rn i don’t have an update on ventilator (he’s at some point today supposed to be taken off to see if he can breath on his own) but I do have an update then his brain has hemorrhaging on both sides and currently has severe damage, if he recovers he’ll most likely never be able to talk or walk ever. At the point for a full healthy recovery it will require a miracle Pray that His Parents are moved to baptize him, my Mother and I have pushed for them to do so, they had a priest come by 2 days ago and her offered to baptize but they declined because they wanted a party and the baptism on the same day, pray for Mathew that he recovers and also Pray that Mathews Parents are moved to call the priest again and have Mathew baptized

Accidentally told her she may not have a baby for the next 3 years

When u wake up too late to make any mass today

Pray for me, i have a terrible ear infection. Ive taken plenty of pain medication and the pain still is strong and now it’s starting in my other ear as well and i have to wait till Wednesday for my appointment to clean out my ears and get on antibiotics

Genuinely i want prayers, like i go from being happy to random thoughts telling me to kill myself out of nowhere

Priest suggested admitting myself into a mental health hospital

I wish self harm as a form of punishment wasn’t mortally sinful