I don't know if I've said this out loud, but I do want to talk about it. I can't actually participate in chats. I'm just a lurker ^^; I used to be able to a while back, but something changed. Now, every time I think about doing it, there's this weird knot in my brain telling me not to. I get a buzz in my head, and then everything goes black... So, when I say I want to support people, I genuinely do. But I really can't bring myself to participate in chat anymore. My dearest apologies tho, I do wish I could