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I ran a 4:17 mile when I was in high school, which was good at the time, but gave me a great perspective shift when I realized just how far the tails were in that domain
This can extrapolated to any domain (finance, academics, etc), so let me explain:
There were a couple hs guys up to that point who had run sub 4... An 18 second difference when I had already trained consistently for 7 years prior was absurd, regardless of the mindset/beliefs/training/coaching I applied
If you extrapolate even further, 3:42 is quite literally worlds away from what I did - The difference of a couple seconds at 3:40's level is oftentimes years of training if you are even lucky enough to have the genetics capable of running that. Many normal people would tell me "wow! 4:17 is so fast, are you going to the Olympics one day?" with zero idea just how wide the spreads are
Btw: In D1 athletics, you could be a 3:56 miler in 2025 and would still not qualify for indoor Nationals
After high school is when I started to understand:
1. The average person has absolutely no idea how far the tails are in any domain
2. You MUST find what you are inherently gifted at. I was not 'gifted' in athletics - I was really good - but not Great enough to get to the next level beyond D1 (.0001% of world)
3. You have no idea who you are dealing with. You have to constantly be aware of who you're in the room with, because there are such substantial deviations in regards to intelligence that the average person cannot even begin to comprehend how smart the person across from them could actually be (When you meet these people, humble yourself)
4. In regards to 3. Just because someone is turbocharged in one domain does NOT make them balanced. Extremes on one end tend to develop inefficiencies elsewhere. There's always value to be exchanged between parties if you feel out what their strengths/weaknesses are (most ppl are oblivious of this and prefer to sit in their own curated worlds of delusion)
5. Once you truly max yourself out in a domain for a decade+, you start to naturally pattern match for absolute talent elsewhere. There are quite a few characteristics that make someone great or give them the potential to become great. I am convinced you need to experience that journey yourself and be surrounded by literal greatness to fully feel it in others - Unfortunately, it is not something you can just learn in a book
Being aware of your projections is really important because they influence how you perceive people and how you behave around them
The more aware you become of your projections, the more freedom you will have to see people clearly and your life will quite literally change in front of your eyes
One form is projecting a certain state onto someone. Everyone knows the classic wifi-money guru example where they do this all the time with Lamborghinis, designer clothes, attractive women, etc. The reason it works is that people (often young guys) project what they imagine it feels like to live that life onto the external things they’re seeing. They don’t actually know what that state feels like, but the projection alone is enough to change what they want and how they behave in pursuit of it. Essentially, it’s attention arbitrage
HOWEVER, the more important form I want to talk about is projecting onto people themselves irl. As a guy, when you interact with someone who has a lot of money, power, or intelligence, it’s easy to unconsciously elevate them above yourself. You start responding to your idea of who they are rather than seeing them as reality
Obviously, external differences are real. If you’re talking to Elon Musk, there’s probably a lot you could learn by shutting up and listening. But that doesn’t mean he’s a fundamentally different category of human being. You can respect someone’s capabilities without turning them into someone you need validation from (you’d be surprised how much respect ppl give you when you naturally do this)
The distinction is understanding that you’re on equal ground as a human being, even when you’re nowhere near equal in external accomplishments, which requires HUMILITY
I think people who’ve done genuine self-work start to understand this intuitively. They can recognize themselves in other people without needing to diminish them or elevate them and then they can naturally empathize while maintaining boundaries
Because projections distort both sides of an interaction. You can turn someone into a figure they never actually were, or reduce them to what you think you can get out of them. In both cases, you’re interacting with your own (ego) construction of that person rather than the person themselves
Drop your ego and interact with ppl out of pure wonder for once… it’s truly amazing what happens to your life as a result
One thing I’ve been experimenting with recently is dual awareness, and I think there’s a lot more depth to this than people realize
Attention is arguably the most finite resource we have, because wherever your attention goes is where your energy gets directed, and wherever your energy gets directed is where output is created
At a macro level, this is pretty obvious. Attention attracts money, which is why distribution is so valuable in business. But the same dynamic plays out at a much more local level, even in everyday interactions
For example, when you’re talking to a group of people, it’s very easy to unconsciously fall into someone else’s state if you don’t have a strong sense of self. Instead of maintaining awareness of yourself while also being present with the other person, your attention collapses into them. You start orbiting them to various degrees, and you might not even realize it’s happening until afterward, when you wonder why you behaved the way you did
Some people are exceptionally good at pulling attention toward themselves, especially when they have charisma, status, or some form of power behind them. And this doesn’t necessarily mean they’re good people or that their way of being is worth adopting either. It just means they have a stronger gravitational pull in that interaction
You see this in business negotiations all the time too. The person with more power often controls the environment, the framing, and the flow of attention. There’s a reason negotiations happen on someone’s yacht or in their offices rather than on neutral ground. Before a word is even spoken, the environment can already influence how people perceive themselves in relation to the other person
The interesting thing is that this happens EVERYDAY to varying degrees and most of it is below conscious awareness. You can leave an interaction thinking it was fine, without realizing how much your attention was directed by the other person
And I think the real skill here is learning to maintain a strong internal reference point while remaining fully aware of the person in front of you. This is NOT withdrawing from the interaction or becoming rigid. You’re able to give someone your attention without unconsciously surrendering your own
Attention is also where your agency lives. If you can’t direct it deliberately, other people and environments will do it for you, whether you are aware of it or not. And over time, that has a pretty significant effect on who you become, what you believe, the decisions you make, etc…
One of the most interesting things happening in markets right now is that as the cost of producing things continues to approach zero, the value of being able to produce things is going to change pretty dramatically
For example, if you wanted to build a software product 5 years ago, you needed some combination of engineering ability, capital, time, and other people. Now you can have an idea, sit down with AI, and build something that actually works
Obviously it’s not going to be as good as something built by an exceptional team in a lot of cases, but that’s not really the point. The point is that the barrier to entry is collapsing, and the number of people who can produce something of value is going to increase dramatically
And this applies to basically everything. Software, content, research, marketing, operations, etc. One person can increasingly do what previously required an entire organization
If everybody can produce things, then the ability to produce things becomes less of a differentiator. And when the market gets saturated with products, content, and services, the question becomes who can actually recognize what is worth producing in the first place
AI DOES NOT automatically give you good judgment. It also doesn’t mean you understand a market, that you know what people actually want, that you have good taste, etc
In fact, I think the ability to avoid bad ideas is going to become increasingly valuable as the cost of executing them falls
If it takes you 6 months and a team of developers to build something, you’re naturally forced to think pretty carefully about whether it’s worth doing. If you can build it in an afternoon, you can produce an endless amount of things that probably shouldn’t exist in the first place
So now you’re operating in an environment where the limiting factor isn’t necessarily your ability to execute. It’s now your ability to decide what deserves your execution in the first place
And I think this is where things like taste, intuition, market understanding, and judgment become really interesting. Because these are the things that determine which of the thousands of possible things you could build are actually worth building
The other component is distribution. You can have a great product, but if nobody knows it exists, it doesn’t really matter. And as more people gain the ability to produce good products, getting those products in front of the right people becomes increasingly competitive
So you have this weird dynamic where the cost of creating something is collapsing, but the scarcity of attention, trust, and good judgment isn’t necessarily changing at the same rate
And I think the people who understand this early are going to have a pretty significant advantage
Which also means that the advantage increasingly comes down to the quality of the person directing all of these capabilities. What they notice, what they care about, how they think, what they understand about people, and ultimately, what they decide is worth doing
Thus, the future is for those with the greatest human capital… not specialization anymore, but ALL AROUND intelligence
One of the more interesting things happening on X over the past year is the increasing number of major figures like Zuckerberg and Jensen Huang becoming active on the platform
Most people look at this and assume it’s about personal branding, promoting their companies, building a closer relationship with their audience, etc…
And that’s certainly part of it, but there’s a much more interesting layer to what’s happening
These guys understand that we’re moving into a world where capital, information, and influence are becoming increasingly interconnected. And when you consider the amount of money that’s flowing through markets influenced by information on this app, having the ability to shape the narrative becomes exceptionally valuable
Capital is one advantage. Distribution is another. But ATTENTION is increasingly the moat
If this is where the people deploying capital, forming opinions, and identifying opportunities are spending their time, then having a presence here gives you a direct line into the environment where those decisions are being made
And the interesting thing is that this goes far beyond traditional marketing
Paying people to promote your company is one thing. Building a network of influential people who consistently reinforce a particular narrative is something else entirely
Because once you have enough distribution, you don’t necessarily need to convince everyone of anything directly. You just need to introduce an idea into the right networks and let it propagate
Different people interpret the idea differently, repeat different parts of it, and incorporate it into their own understanding of the world. Eventually, it can influence what people invest in, what companies they build, what they believe is possible, and where capital flows
The incredible part is, if you have enough influence, capital, and distribution, you can start creating the conditions for the outcome you want to predict
An idea begins as a narrative. The narrative influences people’s decisions. Those decisions direct capital and resources. Those resources help produce the outcome that the original narrative anticipated
What started as a prediction becomes partially self-fulfilling
And when you have enough influence over the distribution mechanism itself, you can potentially accelerate that entire process
This is why I think the implications go far beyond personal branding or conventional marketing. We’re moving toward a world where the ability to influence the flow of information can directly influence the allocation of capital and, eventually, the direction of reality itself
The really interesting part is that nobody along the chain needs to understand the entire process for it to work. Each person just needs to respond to the information in front of them and make decisions accordingly
At sufficient scale, the aggregate effect can be ENORMOUS
And this is where influence starts to resemble a form of mass hypnosis. Not in the sense that everyone is consciously manipulated, but in the sense that you can shape the information environment people inhabit, influence what they pay attention to, and alter the range of outcomes they consider possible
Someone like @elonmusk understood early-on how invaluable it is to be the person who can introduce an idea into the system and influence the conditions under which everyone else makes their decisions (main reason he bought this app)
There are certain things that once you see, you can’t unsee
You can do your best to ignore them, rationalize them away, or go back to living the way you did before, but something will always feel off. Because once you’ve directly experienced something that contradicts your existing model of reality, it’s difficult to fully return to believing in that model in the same way
And the interesting thing is that this isn’t always a good thing
Being able to recognize patterns in people or see where something is heading before it becomes obvious can be an incredible advantage. But there’s a cost to seeing things that other people don’t necessarily see, or that they actively avoid seeing
A lot of the things that make life comfortable depend on you NOT questioning them too deeply
The beliefs you’ve inherited from your family, the assumptions you’ve absorbed from society, the things you’ve been taught to value, and even the identity you’ve constructed around who you think you are. Most of these things were established long before you had the capacity to objectively evaluate them
For a long time, they just feel like reality. You don’t experience them as beliefs you’ve adopted. You instead experience them as the way things are
Until something gives you a glimpse outside that framework
And once that happens, you have a choice. You can retreat into what’s familiar, knowing your previous way of seeing things is no longer entirely convincing, or you can continue exploring, even if doing so means dismantling everything you’ve built your identity around
The most difficult part is that you don’t know what you’ll find on the other side
You might realize that things you believed were completely wrong, or that much of what you thought was your personality was actually a collection of adaptations and expectations you picked up along the way
For a while, this can feel like losing yourself, and it kind of is in a way. The version of you that existed within the previous framework is no longer sustainable, and you haven’t yet developed a new relationship with reality to replace it
I think this is where a lot of people get stuck. They recognize that their existing model of reality is incomplete, but can’t tolerate the uncertainty of not having another model to replace it. So they search for new certainties, identities, and belief systems that restore the stability they had before
But I also think the real ‘goal’ is something different
It’s the ability to look at something, including yourself, without immediately needing to defend it, rationalize it, turn it into a fixed belief, etc. about how things are supposed to be
To observe what’s actually happening, recognize the assumptions you’re bringing to it, and decide how you want to live rather than unconsciously operating from a framework you never consciously chose
Because there’s a difference between choosing how you want to live and simply acting out beliefs that were installed in you before you were capable of questioning them
The irony is that becoming more free can initially feel like losing everything that made you who you are
And you can understand all of this intellectually, but that’s a very different thing from actually experiencing it
It’s one thing to understand that your beliefs shape how you perceive reality. It’s another to experience one of those beliefs falling apart, recognize how deeply it has influenced your behavior, and realize you’ve been living according to something you never consciously decided was true
That kind of experience changes your relationship with yourself in a way that simply understanding the concept never will
There comes a time in the life of any intelligent, successful person where the delta between them and the people around them becomes so wide that they can no longer really relate to each other in the same way
This was always the case to some degree, but eventually you reach a critical point where the experiences you’ve accumulated, the patterns you’ve recognized, and the competence you’ve developed are so far removed from those of your peers that even people who were relatively close to you early on can no longer really understand your perspective
I see this as both a good and a bad thing. You ofc have a degree of freedom and a way of seeing the world that you probably wouldn’t trade, but there’s also a growing lack of relatability
You can see people making decisions that you feel relatively certain aren’t going to work out, because you’ve already experienced the downstream consequences of similar decisions, or you’ve seen the pattern play out enough times to understand where it’s heading
Yet trying to explain this to them often makes you sound delusional. They haven’t had the experiences necessary to understand why you see things the way you do, and from their perspective, you’re the one who’s detached from reality
The main problem with this is that you eventually start questioning whether you’re actually delusional
Because you look around and everybody is doing something different. They’re following conventional paths and making decisions that seem perfectly reasonable to them. Meanwhile, you’ve developed a very different model of how things work, and you can see the flaws in a lot of what they’re doing
But what if you’re wrong? What if you’ve just constructed an elaborate narrative around your own experiences and convinced yourself that you see something other people don’t?
The irony is that the ability to question yourself is part of what allowed you to get here in the first place. You had to be sufficiently self-aware to recognize when something wasn’t working and continually update your model of reality
So then you find yourself caught between two things: the recognition that your own way of seeing things has repeatedly produced results, and the fact that almost everyone around you seems to be operating according to a different set of assumptions
And I think the best answer is to continue leaning into what got you here, while remaining sufficiently self-aware to recognize when you’re wrong
Because if you’re going to do anything meaningfully different, there will inevitably be periods where the evidence available to you makes sense before it makes sense to anyone else
There comes a time in the life of any intelligent, successful person where the delta between them and the people around them becomes so wide that they can no longer really relate to each other in the same way
This was always the case to some degree, but eventually you reach a critical point where the experiences you’ve accumulated, the patterns you’ve recognized, and the competence you’ve developed are so far removed from those of your peers that even people who were relatively close to you early on can no longer really understand your perspective
I see this as both a good and a bad thing. You ofc have a degree of freedom and a way of seeing the world that you probably wouldn’t trade, but there’s also a growing lack of relatability
You can see people making decisions that you feel relatively certain aren’t going to work out, because you’ve already experienced the downstream consequences of similar decisions, or you’ve seen the pattern play out enough times to understand where it’s heading
Yet trying to explain this to them often makes you sound delusional. They haven’t had the experiences necessary to understand why you see things the way you do, and from their perspective, you’re the one who’s detached from reality
The main problem with this is that you eventually start questioning whether you’re actually delusional
Because you look around and everybody is doing something different. They’re following conventional paths and making decisions that seem perfectly reasonable to them. Meanwhile, you’ve developed a very different model of how things work, and you can see the flaws in a lot of what they’re doing
But what if you’re wrong? What if you’ve just constructed an elaborate narrative around your own experiences and convinced yourself that you see something other people don’t?
The irony is that the ability to question yourself is part of what allowed you to get here in the first place. You had to be sufficiently self-aware to recognize when something wasn’t working and continually update your model of reality
So then you find yourself caught between two things: the recognition that your own way of seeing things has repeatedly produced results, and the fact that almost everyone around you seems to be operating according to a different set of assumptions
And I think the best answer is to continue leaning into what got you here, while remaining sufficiently self-aware to recognize when you’re wrong
Because if you’re going to do anything meaningfully different, there will inevitably be periods where the evidence available to you makes sense before it makes sense to anyone else
A lot of talented, intelligent guys figure out how to play games really well from an early age
This transitions pretty naturally into business later on. Depending on the type of intelligence they have, they start to see patterns earlier than other people, make better decisions + accumulate the compounding benefits of doing so over time
They experience a lot of success because they’re innately good at taking objective reality, figuring out what’s working and what isn’t, and pivoting accordingly
The interesting thing is that this becomes progressively more fine-tuned throughout their life. The more they do it, the better they get at it, and the more the game itself reinforces the underlying behavior
The fundamental feedback loop is pretty straightforward. You look at reality objectively, identify what’s wrong or what could be improved, adjust your behavior, and get a better result. Repeat this enough times and you become exceptionally good at it
The problem is that the game itself starts to become your model for life
And how you perceive reality quite literally becomes your reality
The game isn’t just economics either, although it certainly attracts extremes in this category. It’s everything you’ve learned to do well, everything that has rewarded you for being this way
At a certain point, you start to realize that there are other dimensions of life that don’t operate according to the same rules. Relationships, love, internal peace, actually feeling things, being present, having a sense of self that isn’t entirely contingent on what you’re doing or how well you’re doing it
And the really interesting part is that some of the traits that got you here can actively get in the way of developing those other dimensions
Because you simply CANNOT approach everything as a problem to solve
In fact, some of the most important things in life seem to require almost the opposite of what made you successful
This is a particularly difficult transition for anyone who has spent their entire life being rewarded for the ability to adapt and make things happen
The real challenge is learning when the thing that makes you exceptionally good at one game is no longer the thing that will get you where you want to go in another
And being intelligent enough to recognize that isn’t necessarily the same as being able to do it
At some point, you have to develop an entirely different relationship with reality
It requires a big leap of faith into the unknown, which feels like death at first
There is no other option tho, unless you want to continuing living a life of illusion
A lot of talented, intelligent guys figure out how to play games really well from an early age
This transitions pretty naturally into business later on. Depending on the type of intelligence they have, they start to see patterns earlier than other people, make better decisions + accumulate the compounding benefits of doing so over time
They experience a lot of success because they’re innately good at taking objective reality, figuring out what’s working and what isn’t, and pivoting accordingly
The interesting thing is that this becomes progressively more fine-tuned throughout their life. The more they do it, the better they get at it, and the more the game itself reinforces the underlying behavior
The fundamental feedback loop is pretty straightforward. You look at reality objectively, identify what’s wrong or what could be improved, adjust your behavior, and get a better result. Repeat this enough times and you become exceptionally good at it
The problem is that the game itself starts to become your model for life
And how you perceive reality quite literally becomes your reality
The game isn’t just economics either, although it certainly attracts extremes in this category. It’s everything you’ve learned to do well, everything that has rewarded you for being this way
At a certain point, you start to realize that there are other dimensions of life that don’t operate according to the same rules. Relationships, love, internal peace, actually feeling things, being present, having a sense of self that isn’t entirely contingent on what you’re doing or how well you’re doing it
And the really interesting part is that some of the traits that got you here can actively get in the way of developing those other dimensions
Because you simply CANNOT approach everything as a problem to solve
In fact, some of the most important things in life seem to require almost the opposite of what made you successful
This is a particularly difficult transition for anyone who has spent their entire life being rewarded for the ability to adapt and make things happen
The real challenge is learning when the thing that makes you exceptionally good at one game is no longer the thing that will get you where you want to go in another
And being intelligent enough to recognize that isn’t necessarily the same as being able to do it
At some point, you have to develop an entirely different relationship with reality
It requires a big leap of faith into the unknown, which feels like death at first
There is no other option tho, unless you want to continuing living a life of illusion
People still don’t realize how valuable and DANGEROUS this stuff is, especially when you can run in-house market makers to nudge probabilities
Once you can tilt the implied odds, you have a higher likelihood of manufacturing outcomes
Trump family knows how important this is, because of the elections and the rapid adoption of these prediction markets, hence Trump Jr’s investment in Polymarket
Most people think these markets reflect reality, when they actually can create reality
And the dangerous part, beyond fostering a generation of degenerate gamblers, is people are starting to take these odds as absolute truth, because “money on the line” feels like the closest thing to real flow (no more inefficient polling, biased news, etc)
They assume if there’s capital behind it, it must be accurate and it must be real
If you control the liquidity, you control the perception
Just look at what they did to the stock market…
And so it begins @CEOLandshark
This post-AGI real estate thesis is certainly interesting - I met 2 Turkish RE guys who thought similarly about Montenegro property last year - BUT the thing I said then and will repeat now is that I think people are projecting way too much of today’s world into a world where true AGI actually exists
If AGI is genuinely transformative, it cannot just be “people make more money or have more freedom and then move to places with better weather”
You’d have to reprice basically everything
If productivity explodes and human labor becomes far less economically scarce, the relationship between labor, income, currency, asset prices, etc… would have to change dramatically. I don’t think you can just assume today’s purchasing power and economic incentives survive intact
And then there’s ofc the geopolitical side. If everyone suddenly decides that Spain, Portugal, the Balkans, Morocco, California, etc. are the places to live, you’re assuming the political systems governing those places just stay exactly as they are while enormous amounts of capital and demand flow toward them
Why would they? These places already have shitty governance to begin with
If AGI creates that much surplus and makes certain geographies extraordinarily desirable, you’d expect governments and capital to respond to that incentive (probably gets to military escalation tbh)
So I don’t really agree with the idea of simply buying a house today in a place with nice weather because “everyone will want to live there after AGI”
The more interesting question is what happens to the underlying political, monetary, and geographic structure of the world if AGI actually becomes that powerful
International network becomes the true moat IMO
I’m actually more bullish on concepts akin to Network school in Kazakhstan / mini governance projects backed by bright minds - you can artificially create an ecosystem of like-minded ppl who have at least some connections/influence on larger entities this way
My true long-term bet for the world is the deliberate configuration of states
Instead of being constantly thrown around by external circumstances, I think we’ll eventually have ways, potentially heavily intertwined with AI, to deliberately move ourselves into states like love, peace, curiosity, presence, aliveness, etc…
What’s super fascinating is how little of this you can actually override with your mind vs how much is stuck somewhere deeper in the body
@johnsonmxe is doing some amazing work around this, and I think he’s onto something with the idea that you can’t necessarily just think your way into a different state
Some examples that come to mind: You can know you’re safe and still feel fear or you can know someone likes you and still feel anxious around them
One of the most common is: You can understand exactly why you do something and then watch yourself do it again anyway
I find this last one super interesting because most people basically think the voice talking inside their head is them
But almost every major spiritual tradition has some version of the idea that this is only one part of you
There’s the thinking mind, the emotional system, the body, automatic reactions, desires, etc.
And if those different parts aren’t aligned, you get this weird incongruence where consciously you want one thing while the rest of you is doing something completely different
So imagine if we actually figured out how to deliberately configure the entire person
Im not even talking about just changing negative thinking to positive. It can also be related to environment, attention, movement, breathing, memories, physiology, relationships, sensory input, and eventually AI that understands which combination moves you into a particular state
Because think about the best states you’ve ever experienced
Falling in love, a profound achievement, being completely immersed in something, the birth of a child, etc
Most people experience those as things that happened to them that require an external factor
What if those states could eventually be deliberately accessed?
Buddhism claims this is possible
What happens if you can access love without needing someone else to behave exactly right?
Peace without needing your external circumstances to be perfect?
Meaning without needing status?
I think that’s a much more interesting vision of technology than just making the external world more convenient
The ultimate technology might be understanding the machinery that produces the experience of being alive itself
And if we could actually align the different parts of ourselves so that what we consciously want, what our body expects, what our emotions are doing and how we behave are all pointing in the same direction…
I have no idea what kind of civilization that produces
But certainly seems worth the bet
Something I’ve been thinking about is how much of what people say they want is actually a projection of an experience they’ve barely had
A 20 year old guy says he wants to go into investment banking because that’s the path guys in finance take, there’s prestige, money, etc.
But he doesn’t actually know what it feels like to live that life
He’s built a simulation of it in his head and then starts orienting his entire life towards the simulation
This happens with everything
People want to travel the world, become rich, start a company, live in a certain city, get a certain relationship, whatever
And then you actually do some of these things and realize the reality is completely different from the projection
I’ve noticed this in my own life
I’ve done enough of the things I used to think would be “it” that eventually you start seeing the pattern
You get there, it’s great, you’re glad you did it, but then you’re like… okay, what now?
You can do this forever
And I think that’s why a lot of people are constantly waiting for the next thing
The weird part is that the future is always more exciting because you haven’t experienced it yet. Your brain gets to fill in all the gaps with whatever it wants
Travel is a perfect example
Everyone says they want to travel the world, but there’s a massive difference between traveling for two weeks and living out of a suitcase for two years
I’ve done both and I’m incredibly glad I did, but at a certain point you’re just on a novelty treadmill
The same thing happens with money
You think getting enough money will solve your problems, and it does solve a lot of problems, but then you suddenly have to deal with the things money was distracting you from
At some point you realize the question isn’t really “what’s the next thing?”
It becomes something like: Do I actually like the life I’m living on an average Tuesday?
Who am I around?
What am I doing?
How does my body feel?
Am I moving?
Am I connected to people?
Do I actually enjoy what I’m doing, or am I constantly waiting for some future version of my life to start?
We live in a time when it is very possible to get to this stage before you’re on your deathbed. It’s ofc destabilizing, but better to figure out the truth and reorient the rest of your life around that than live a life of illusion
The same obsessive attention that can destroy someone can also make them exceptional at something
Thus, there’s an interesting relationship between extreme vice and extreme success
Someone who is capable of becoming completely consumed by gambling, drugs, sex, gaming, status, etc. often has an enormous amount of energy available to them. The problem isn’t necessarily the amount of energy, it’s just where it’s being directed
Modern society has done a terrible job cultivating this raw force in young men
You have to learn how to hold that intensity without needing something to consume you, which is exceptionally difficult
If you can redirect the energy without needing to extinguish it, you unlock unbelievable powers
This is the part most people seem to miss when they look at someone with a serious vice and just see a lack of discipline
There’s always a light and dark, Yin and Yang, etc.
Which is why developing enough internal awareness to actually look at yourself objectively is so critical
You need to be able to see both what your energy is capable of creating and what it is capable of destroying then take a leap of faith
Understanding isn’t the same as experiencing
You can be giga-IQ, but there’s always going to be a delta between your prediction of reality and reality itself - oftentimes a much bigger one than you’d expect
Use your mind’s gift as a guardrail to map possible paths, reduce the odds of a negative tail event, then TURN IT OFF when it’s time to actually experience something
The “smarter” you are, the harder this gets. Your mind gets so good at simulating reality that it starts competing with reality itself
At some point, you have to take the leap
Analyze the paths with the mind. Then pick one, jump, and fully experience what actually happens
This is easier said than done
The final stage of rational thought is realizing how necessary beliefs and illusions are
Anything can be argued. Words have a way of casting spells
We are all under these spells to varying degrees
An important question to ask yourself is whose spell and what even is it?
Most people never consciously choose the beliefs organizing their lives. They inherit them from parents, culture, friends, algorithms, etc.
Social media is a form of hypnosis after all
This is why it's so important to develop all parts of yourself. If you live exclusively in words and ideas, you'll eventually mistake them for truth
The body, emotion, intuition, direct experience, etc... are reality checks against getting lost in language. The mind is only one part of you.
This is why I define true intelligence as consciousness of the forces shaping your perception. The end result of this is deciding for yourself how you want to meet reality, instead of letting someone else control you
As AI continues to develop and become more accessible, information arbitrage naturally compresses
A surprising number of systems rely on information asymmetry to function. It's fascinating to think about how many of them will be forced to adapt as that gap continues to shrink
There’s a really interesting new form of capital emerging around what I’d call external brain IP
If you spend 10–20 years consistently externalizing your thinking through essays, tweets, conversations, forum posts, recordings, etc., you eventually have something much more valuable than a collection of content. You have a longitudinal record of how your mind interacts with reality
You can see what you believed, why you believed it, where you were wrong, what changed your mind, which ideas kept recurring, how your worldview evolved
And with increasingly capable models, that corpus can become a kind of external representation of your cognition
The interesting part is that this could actually compound
A book just captures a snapshot of your thinking. An external brain captures the trajectory, which is far more powerful
Over 20 years, you’re not just accumulating knowledge like we have done since written language was created, you’re now accumulating judgment, frameworks, pattern recognition, mistakes, updates, and context
At some point the asset isn’t really the individual essays anymore and instead turns into the interfaces of the underlying thing
You could imagine eventually having an AI that people pay to interact with because they want access to your accumulated way of thinking
That starts looking a lot more like intellectual property or even a form of cognitive capital
And there’s an interesting legacy component that I’m starting to consider too. If someone spends their entire life documenting their thinking, that cognitive archive doesn’t necessarily have to disappear when they stop producing. It could become an intellectual estate that other people continue learning from
The really weird implication is that consistently externalizing your mind might eventually become a way of storing value
Instead of just building a portfolio of money, companies, or traditional IP, you could be building a persistent model of your own judgment
And unlike most assets, it gets more valuable the more of your life you actually live, think about, articulate, and document
So many amazing opportunities to do something with this over the next decade+











