- our son we almost called it quits cause we both were grieving and as usual Derek buried hisself in work and I pushed him away.| Derek we can’t loose each other again.

You mean you want to fully retire Derek are you sure? I mean that’s a big deal and I know you love the team. | Placing my hand over my stomach as I let out a deep breath closing my eyes as I relive one of the darkest days of Derek and mine marriage I shiver slightly when we lost-

- pressing my lips to his as I whisper against his lips softly. | I love you Derek Morgan and as long as we have each other we have everything we will ever need.

| I glance down at my husband as I take a deep breath | Derek the miscarriage was no one’s fault, it’s just one of those things that happen. This baby won’t replace our son if I am but I have to believe something good is gonna happen to cancel out all the bad. | I lean down -

- this baby, and your gonna be an amazing daddy.

Derek Morgan look at me. | I knew exactly where my husband’s head went and I wasn’t gonna let it go there again. I take in a deep breath as I whisper | This baby is our time. | Leaning down pressing her lips to his kissing him lovingly as she mumbles softly | We are gonna have -

| Groans |

I think I ate too much..

As soon as I get food your gonna get words everywhere

- in my husband's features as I take his hand in my hand kissing his hand as she whispers softly.| I really hope this is our time Derek.

I love you derek so much, and I know things are gonna get rough, but we will get through it together. | I lean pressing my head to his as I close my eyes. | we will wait until the next case and we will wait until we know this baby is safe before we tell anyone anything. | I take-

-looking down at her hands as they shake slightly as she whispers| Derek please

Derek I'm not telling you that you can't go, I just physically can't do it anymore especially right now. | Penelope lets out a deep breath as I curl into my husband taking a deep breath.| I don't think Emily would have called if she didn't really need us. | I closes my eyes -

- take a deep breath cause I realized I was rambling as I chew on my bottom lip.| Sorry Rambling.

- deep breath as I glance at him as I make eye contact with her letting me know I had his full attention.| I think I'm pregnant, and I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, and I really want you there but I understand if you wanna take this case, then I will make it work. | I -

- I knew I should probably tell him about the doctor's appointments but I didn't want to get his hopes up if she wasn't pregnant, like has happened several other times. | Derek I need to tell you something and please, please just listen before you say anything. | I suck in a -

| I sigh softly as I glance down at him as I set the clothes on the bed.| Derek the ritual killings involve kids, I don't know if I can work this case, theres not enough cute cats in the world to even replace all the images. | I place my hands on his cheeks as I close my eyes -

It has

I would enjoy that

You got it baby