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(CW: Medical/Blood)
You may have noticed that I havent posted much toying content over the past few months. About a year ago I started having issues with internal hemorrhoids. Finally got a procedure done to band them. Ran into hella complications with healing afterward and ended up in ER twice because of how much blood I was passing... Which they did nothing. It eventually cleared up a little but woould bleed just about every time I used the bathroom. This is still occuring in small amounts to this very day. Had a reiview with my surgeon the other month and I told him all that happened. Despite that, he did nothing and said come back in 6 months.
It's all been so frustrating. I'm too afraid to toy and the times I did try - you guessed it, there was bleeding. Somee days its fine, others its not. I don't know if I'm experiencing prolonged healing or what. I dont have private health insurance so I have to use the public system which is slow and difficult.
I just want to go back to normal... I miss my hobby so damn much. My doctor is aware of the situation but can't do much due the limitations in the public health system. I guess I've just gotta wait and see what happens.
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Finally learning the dolly system. Quick test that I thought looked pretty ~
