washed up adult ammy

times so hard im about to sell my childhood video games 😭

someone at my barn was interested in buying my saddle & i just cant think about actually selling it because its like really closing the door on my riding career

i may have fallen out of love with this sport but i will never fall out of love with horses

i played softball last year & can confidently say with all the equipment & fees - it cost a whole lot less than horses ever did lmao comparing buying sport equipment to buying/maintaining a horse is comparing apples to oranges

sat on a horse for this first time since march & my heart was so full

also i got to watch cali & her new girl at their first weekend long show & omg im obsessed with them together she loves cali so much & taught her how to fist bump

i wonder if a certain person still stalks me on here, text me if you do homie im curious

i only come to horse twitter for tea then log off

when i hear about how much the horse industry has changed sometimes i happy i stepped away

it makes me so happy the girl who is leasing cali loves her. thats all i could ever have hoped for

cali is officially being leased & why do i feel so sad about it when this was the plan for almost two years 🥲

ngl tho when i was riding yesterday i was flopping around like a fish & Cali still took care of me

rode Cali yesterday bc i had to go out & discuss leasing her out & she was absolutely perfect despite me not riding consistently in over a year. calm, soft, relaxed… ugh i love her

genuine question, would walgreens print boudoir pictures lol

dont mind me, just missing this 🥲

im like never on here anymore how’s everyone doing?

my day of coordinator for my wedding hasnt responded to me at all & im slowly losing it

truth be told i hate my birthday. as stupid as it sounds, my friends in HS never truly did anything for my birthday like they did each other & it made me grow to believe my birthday didnt matter at all to anyone. just needed to get that out carry on