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"You know I do" He was already feeling better, just being in her company again. It was almost like he'd never left... Except he had, and now he had an awful lot of catching up to do. "Tell me about the school, anything new?"

You wish

~ before... I want to be, but the things they did, the things I saw... I don't know if i can be that man again"

Sirius took a sip from his own butterbear, a long one, as though he was deciding what was best to say next. He knew that Dumbledore would soon find out that Emilia knew... but he didn't want her in trouble. "You should know, i'm not sure if i'm the same man I was ~

~ nothing but a bag with him when he'd left. "I should have left something for you there, a note or... I don't know"

Sirius listened to her talk, remembering that night with mixed feelings. He'd loved the time with her, and hated what came after... "Albus left all of my things?" He was surprised, but grateful - Sirius had taken ~

"He was that short?" Sirius laughed again, starting to feel much more relaxed - and he hadn't taken his eyes off her since the moment they sat down. "I'm glad to be back, really. It will be nice to get back to normal"

Sirius couldn't help but chuckle at that. Sybil had always been quite the character, especially when it came to making people uneasy. "What sort of things was she saying? Are you doomed for all eternity?" He laughed again, then shook his head - "I was never all that"

He nodded, knowing she was right. He knew she might not like the man that he had become... Though, she still seemed the same to him - in the best way. "Maybe we can start with you telling me what it's like now, Hogwarts? What's changed?"

"I think that's up to you" Sirius gently squeezed her hand, reaching for his butterbeer and taking a a long sip before his eyes settled back on her face. "I would understand if you just... didn't trust me anymore"

"I haven't... At least not in person" He understood her anger, he felt it too. Even now Sirius didn't understand why he couldn't have said goodbye... "Maybe we could go and see him together... Put him in his place" He laughed slightly then, and it felt good

Sirius stared at her hand for a moment, and then took it. His thumb ran over her knuckles, and a sense of comfort finally came over him. Almost like he had never left. "I think your right, maybe it will be okay now..."

~ leader...but now their numbers are higher" He let out a sigh, hiding his hands in his lap when they began to shake again.He wasn't the same man he was three years ago,but at the same time, looking at Emilia made him feel like he could be "You have no idea how ive missed you"

Sirius smiled a little, it was a small smile, but the best he could manage in the moment. He looked into Emilia's eyes, those eyes he knew so well and yet didn't know at all anymore... "The death eaters are even more dangerous since the war, the might have lost their ~

~ captured me at one point, three months of torture and I still didn't tell them where it was"

~ wouldn't have asked if it wasn't crucial" He shifted again, looking down at the table, almost as though he was ashamed of his next words - "He wouldn't let me tell you, i begged him... I left there and then, and it's been hell. They ~