After Tony passed away I never thought I'd be happy ever again but I am. I've found a man who is honest caring and who puts me first every step of the way. We have brought a house together and we are so very happy. Tony would want me to be happy I know he would ❤

Stop blaming me for your f@@ked up life. You have been messed up since childhood so reading posts saying I messed up your life by finding love is a f@@king joke. I saved your life ffs show some respect. Stop mentioning me in your posts. You know who you are.

We picked up the keys to our new house today.

Been living with my gorgeous boyfriend for a week now. Love him so much ❤️

Our new home. Can't wait for moving day.

Took a tumble at work and badly hurt my back 😖

Off to NA at midday. Solicitors need forms to be signed. Then Tim is taking me shopping before going to Costa for a coffee and a cuddle. Then it is the food festival in town tonight. Going to spend the whole day and night with the man that I love. Today is going to be a good day.

This man has totally changed my life for the better. I definitely made the right decision when we left the pub together that day and ran away up the road to get away from the strange ones 😂 I've never looked back since.

Scrolling though social media and noticed a few loving comments to someone I once knew from someone who once tried to blackmail me and ruin my relationship. Nice to know he was in on the whole thing. Some people are just pure evil.

This time next week Tim and I will be a proper couple living together for the very first time. I honestly cannot wait. Friday is the day I have been waiting for, for a very long time.

Today has been a very emotional day for both myself and my son. We have sorted through all the clothes we are keeping and we have bagged up the rest ready to be donated to charity in the morning. Alot is still brand new. Spent the whole day crying my eyes out. My head is banging

Finally started sorting out Tonys wardrobe. Been putting it off and putting it off. Been going at it since 7am and I haven't hardly got anywhere. This is totally breaking my heart. I'm crying my eyes out and shaking like a leaf. Life is so fucking cruel.

Me myself and I

Beautiful day out in the sunshine with this gorgeous man of mine.

Spent the most amazing weekend with my husband to be. He treats me like a princess and puts me first every time. Love him so much.

True love ❤️