𝔠'ᴇᴛᴀɪᴛ ᴍᴏɴ ᴅᴇsᴛɪɴ .̲𝄞𝄢

𝔦 𝒌𝒏𝑜𝑤 𝐚 ᴛʀɪᴄᴋ ;

( their limbs draw up , but dont leave the npc's embrace . god , sometimes it felt like elliot was so much more than just that . ) . . . . so what if i might be ? for what ive done , i dont believe i deserve any of it .

( nearly a flinch . elliot would be absolutely right , they *have been caught up in their own cruelties , all because of that terrible , terrible day . it hurts to think about , and he almost doesnt even respond . )

it does! i do ! i despise ! almost any sort of feeling . i dont know how to feel about anything anymore .

ive . . . been trying ! ive been trying , but . ( they dont move , simply allowing the action . ) youre all too nice to me . and . that makes it difficult . it makes me want to be mean , but . i cant .

i—— well , yes .... and it being mutual , i suppose . ( had he not been adorned in makeup , his face would have visibly gone redder . ) . . . . that just means ive failed at keeping myself as unlikable as the rest of the world seems to find me .

ah ..... well, when *you say it , . . . . i suppose it should be , but . ( nervous for a moment , then sad . ) i am not used to having those kind of things , really ...

( humming and . . . .against better judgement , leaning on elliot . ) i told someone about how i was . . . the word , what is it ? i dont . . . remember . Ça ne me plaît pas.. . . not interestED ? find him interestING ?? said such a thing was also interesting to him , too .

tough . . yes , tough night . ( tough *couple , but they wont say that . ) stood up and . said something . to someone . and its been bothering me since .

( forgive him . he mightve , eh . might be in the post - drink spirits . or lack thereof . ) mm . yes , unfortunately . . . . . . my head hurts . i wish it didnt ..

mmmh . ( evidently , this fits the bill . or , well , grumpy does . )

great . im still alive . what could be worse .