“why are fat people so mean after they lose the weight” when i was skinny & muscular, i got treated like a human being. people sat next to me, looked at my face, smiled back at me. i was given free food at times and people would give me their numbers—
— once i gained it all back, it stopped. people don’t sit next to me, they leave a space between us. they don’t look at my face. the best compliment i get in outfits is that i look “cute”. but i’m not beautiful or pretty or gorgeous or hot or sexy. people—
rain 🍉 retweeted
shit will have u looking up “best psychiatrist near me” i’m not even joking
i cant even plan the outfits i’ll wear or the clothes i’ll have when i lose weight bc genuinely i look so different when i’m skinnier . i want to wear eyeliner and spikes and chains and dye some strands of my hair black. possibly even do a gradient?
