i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body

i can’t open up and cry cause i’ve been silent all my life

i'm scratching at my skin to take my mind off the absence we've created the lines blur together like the veins in my arms and i wish i wasn't so alone you are the difference between hell and home

i make my body bleed i don't dream anymore

and i can’t wait to see this dream in which im a child again and feel happy again because everything will still be ahead, everything will be possible

in this world i have no place

and everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome

bleach the darkness out your mind leave your body behind

time is passing and i don't think i can change

i built something good it exists inside my head just like everything it wont exist outside my dreams

can you teach me how to feel real

you’re lovable just troubled

are you gonna hurt me now or are you gonna hurt me later

ease my sorrow i cant stop what im feeling